Unrequited Love );

found this somewhere:

Relationships are a pain
Especially loving someone in vain
Knowing that no matter what you say
He loves someone else that way

Looking at the person you love
Can be a painful thing not from above
Knowing that he doesn't love you that way
Wishing that you could just turn away

Feeling like you've lost your best friend
Knowing he won't love you in the end
Hoping one day he will change his mind
Wishing that your heart he would find

In the dark you stand
Watching him hold her hand
Wishing you could just hate him with all your heart
Why does this feeling make you so hurt

Wishing you could be by his side no matter where or when
Even if you know that one day this would all end
Watching him stare into her eyes
You wish the floor would just swallow you up so you could die

Knowing one day you'll make it through
But all the while wishing it was just you
That's the feeling of unrequited love
Something most definitely not from above

back to school ;) LOL.

yayyyy !! i'm back in school already .. i missed everyone , especially him .. love being back in school , hate the attention ..!!

DAY 3

hey guys :) i'm back again .. and i'm proud to announce that i will DEFINITELY be coming back to school next monday !! butttt i'm also very sorry to announce that our class will be shifted down , most likely ): so i'm verrrrrry sorrry to those who are concerned ;) hehe .

okay back to my story ..
uhh DAY 3

so it was our last day at camp .. and i was already feeling kinda sober =.=' .. how dull .. and so we woke at 4a.m. again today .. and then all the non-muslims had to wait for the muslims while they bersolat .. and i fell asleep on the eating table ;) hehe

after all the exercises with the CHICKEN DANCE and POCHO-POCHO , we had these ' aura ' games ..
GAME 1 - we had to lie down on the sand , close our eyes , and we were told to embrace nature !! and we had a lottt of fun .. cause we curi-curi tido !!! yayyyy !! peaceful sleep .. zzzzzzz .. then abg. radzi told us to get up very quietly .. and .. WOW !! so many ppl didn't get up .. cause they were FAST ASLEEP. yayy !! so we spent the rest of the game trying to wake up everyone !! by screaming? hehehe " OIII BANGUNLAHHHH !! " that was superfun !!!

GAME 2 - involves us breaking into 4 groups .. and holding hands, making biggg circles .. and we had to jumble back in to make the aura SMALLER .. or jumble back out to make the aura BIGGER ..!

GAME 3 - involves AGAIN , holding hands , making a big circle AND passing a string using our heads , NO HANDS PLEASE !!

GAME 4 - passing the aura by squeezing each others hands .. ouch.

after that , BREAKFAST !! then we went to the beach to play this game - which AGAIN , i couldn't join .. so i just sat there and take care of everyone's stuff. they played this game where all of them were blindfolded .. and then all the group members were separated and basically , they had to find their leader ( who would be un-blindfolded , and would be shouting their names ) .. they had to get through all the pengacaus which were the teachers .. yeahhh !! i watched and was laughing all the way !! haha .. so evil ryte?

later we went back and packed for our journey back home ... ): and then we had LUNCH. before we even got seated .. our facilitators got really mad .. because 12 people did a lot of ' kurang ajar ' stuff. anddddd he wanted them to admit their faults .. and etcetc.. after MANY came out , he called the names .. and then he was specific abt 3 people .. 3 girls actually .. they shouted .. they threw stuff .. and made us do ' cangkung 1/2 ' for the whole period.. KINDA.. and suddenly .. there was harmonica music playing " happy birthday " in the background .. THAT WAS SICK. we got punk'd by them !! the facilitators !! WOWEE.

after we left camp , we had a tour of Pangkor for a while and had our journey home .. which was fun .. cause zharif , azreai , syamin and all were imitating abg rambo !! so .. ;)

btw my CONCERNED parents brought me to the hospital .. had to do x-ray .. and turns out my ankle-bone cracked .. ahaha .. sheesh . now i've got to use crutches and a cast .. SHITSHITSHIT.

so thats all for pangkor island prefects motivation camp .. over all , it was fun!! for me , at least XD

DAY 2

okay guys , here's another post on ' ANOTHER DAY IN CAMP ' ;)

okay , as i mentioned earlier , our dorm woke up at 4.00 a.m. and we slept at what time? 2.30a.m. !! ohhmyygodddd i was so tired... then i took my bath at the biggggggg kolah ( i think i misspelled .. srry ) the water was TOO COLD and i woke up immediately .. ahaha.

so after all d muslim's had their solat , we got ready for our exercise. which was THE CHICKEN DANCE ( yeahhhhh go aishah ) and POCHO-POCHO .. actually that was nice and was really energizing !!!! although it was hard to get the steps at 1st. ohh yea there was also stretching .. for that morning exercise we were joined by 2 other schools . there was a chinese sch anddddd .. wait. i can't remember ..

after breakfast , we went JUNGLE TREKKING !!!!! YAYYYYY !! then our guide was like " whoever has asthma , has been involved in an accident , or hurt themselves as in broke a part of their body .. pls come in front " .. SHEESH. so i went in front with zharif , raihan , syazween , her sis , uhhhhhhhhh andddddd i can't remember again. after QUESTIONING , THANK GOD i can goooooo !! actually all of us could , just that we have to stick with the " sakit group " ARGHHH NOOOO !! that sucked.

jungle trekking was funfunfun!! it was nice going up and down those slopes and enjoying the scenery .. abg RAMBO aka abg hafiz told us that it was 77km . but it didn't feel that way.. i was okay during the first part .. going out .. but when we went back .. * sigh * i fell.. and i bet u guys already know , i sprained my ankle ... anddddd i fell RIGHT IN FRONT of abg RAMBO , so that was embarassing .. and the shocking thing was that i didn't scream / yell / shout for help. and abg RAMBO just had to announce this to everyone later , saying that he respected , blablabla. haha.

back to the point . so i walked all the way to the beach , where everyone was resting .. of course , i had help from put3 hzyh.. thnkuthnku...!!!!!! restrest... wait a minute !! is that a MONKEY on the tree ?? ohnooo its just abg ayen !! hehe ;) after resting for a short while , we walked back to camp .. halfway there , put3 hzyh stopped this abg .. so i got to ride a motorcycle all the way back .. which i admit , is really exciting !! once i reached camp , pn. jamilah was like .. " kaki u knp , jaslyn ? " and then she was putting ice on my leg .. with abg-ku ( i swear thats his name !! ) and when abg hafiz ( the other one ) came back ..more ice more ice .. cos my leg was still swelled up.. haha. " kaki batu ke ? " they had the nerve to ask ..!! after that i could barely walk .. so i had my lunch and after that ohhmyygodd this is embarassing .. should i tell ? ohhfineelaaa.. ummmm cikgu din and cikgu azman kindaaa carried me to a chair . SHIT.SHIT.SHIT. i just told !!!!! ohh watever laaa ..then i rested , lalalalaalalalala.

after that everyone else went to the beach .. but i couldn't really walk so ameelia , another girl , and me , went by car. (: pittay .. i couldn't join in the games so i just watched .. they had 3 games .. one where u had to walk together with a heavy wood on their legs.. second game was tug of war... where our team lost .. COMPLETELY LOST. cause all of us are like kurus-keding !! XD hahhhaa..
and the last game was WARGAME!!! the bombs were air nila .. so everyone was throwing those bombs around .. and the teachers were disturbing as usual .. i was sitting with the teachers and watching everything going on .. and when i turned around , there was this MONKEY ( SERIOUSLY ) behind me .. and i .. uhhh .. SCREAMED / YELLED ! XD SHIT.

as i mentioned , i didn't join in .. i just watched everything ..

they were punished later .. for not obeying the rules ..
so they had to do lotttsss of pumping and had to jog along the shore with the waves ..
and they had to do a lot of lying down in the sand ..
then we went back to camp. as usual , i went back by car .. and the abg was like " why don't u wave at them ( everyone else was walking ) ..
after dinner , we had group presentation .. ours was last minute .. and so it was BORING.
after that this guy talked abt sumthing ..
i didn't know what .. cause to be truthful , many of us were asleep during that talk .. i was really sleepy .. and slept kinda throughout the talk ..
went back to dorm and just fell DEAD on the bed..
that was abt 2.00a.m.

well , guys .. i'm tired of writing so much ( AGAIN ) so , sorry .. and stay tuned for DAY 3

PREFECT ( BOOT ) CAMP !! ;)

okay , so i'm back frm camp. 3 days , 2 nights of FUN? starting friday the 13th ( ohh yes ) till sunday the 15th .
okay , here goes.

DAY 1
after the assembly , all prefects gathered at the dewan terbuka to get our t-shirts. and also for a prep talk frm mr.DIN. at that time , we were exciteddddddd !!! i mean , i was like " when are we going to go???!!! "

frm school , we went on a bus all the way to lumut jetty. b4 that , we stopped at rawang reststop. and puteri , amirah , jabbar and i had to SUFFER from haziq and qhaikal's GROSS EATING HABITS!!! and later jbbr almost went into d girls toilet XD

after a LONNNGGGG journey on d bus , we finally arrived at the lumut jetty . waited some more and then boarded our ferry ride. andddd ALONG THE JOURNEY, HZQ AND QHAIKAL HAD THE GUTS TO SING CELINE DION'S MY HEART WILL GO ON !! i mean, wth?! what if we sink????!!!!!

hello , pangkor ! frm d pangkor jetty we took PINK ( SHEESH ) buses to our kem raudah . when we arrived , i was like .. " THIS IS GOING TO BE FUNNNNNNN ! " turns out i was WRONG. OH NOOOOOOOO !!!!!! after we rested for abt 10 mins? we were assigned into our groups. i was in group 10 with.. hilal ( group leader ) , nasirah ( pen. kumpulan ) , sofia , aishah , puteri , nabilah , ashikin , raihan , and haziq. oh yea , and nasrah.

our first activity was to find our 'amanah' which was a mosquito coil . searching , searching .. puteri n hilal found it ;)
second activity was NITE. i think? each group had to think of a group name and a cheer. and ( DRUMROLL !!!! ) our group name is... BOUNCE. i know what u're thinking .. why bounce , right? i dont know .. it just came out randomly.. " moon? star? bounce? " so thats how we picked. and our cheer was funfunfun!!! yeahhhhh!!!!!! we won BEST CHEER !!!!! anddd abg radzi had to 'improvise' our group name into .... toingtoing .. haha ..

after that , we had our ice-breaking session. which mostly consisted of singing and dancing .. yeah i liked that ! later , we had this ' kembara minda ' . the main objective was to protect a candle ( keep the flame ) and we were only given 3 matches. we also had to find 4 checkpoints. i know u guys are thinking , " EASY LAAA " yeah right. there were pengacaus which actually turned out to be the teachers. they tried to blow out our candles , soak it with water , etc. SOBSOB. if the candle burns out and there are NO MATCHES LEFT , we have to meet with the RAJA HUTAN and beg for more.. and sacrifices have to be made .. which means , GUYS, YOUR SHIRTS PLEASE... ):

that was the last game of the day .. we slept at abt 2.30a.m. and had to wake up at 4.00a.m. haha... ):

guys , i'm tired of writing for now.. stay tuned for my next post - DAY 2.