Kiddies! :D :D :D

These lil kiddies in Taekwondo, they're the main reason why I've chosen pediatrics. They're so easy to please, so cute so adorable, so innocent (well, some.) and the way I know they love me as much as I love them is just so ... :') Some of them, I've even watched them grow over 4 years :') Because of them, they made me realize how much  I adore and love lil kids and so I chose pediatrics! Gotta thank them when I'm a successful pediatrician next time :)

Some pictures of my lil kiddies;

Andersalston & Hazim

Hakim & Andersalston

Tasha, lil miss gorgeous ;)

Darvish & Iman 

Iman so cute omgoshhhhhhhhhhhhhh ♥

Imran & Iman

CUTEST SIBLINGS EVERRRRRRRRRRRR ♥

Chun Hao

All of 'em lil kiddies

Chun Hao, Chun Fei & Danish

Aman ♥

(ignoring the adults) Hazeem, Mifzal, Raven, Mukrish

Mifzal, my partner in crime for 4 years! :D

Ahh I love my kiddies! ♥

*cough*pedobearalert*cough*

Tangled, :)

I finally, FINALLY watched Tangled. Regret not watching it earlier T_____T

And now, I sheepishly admit that I've a huge crush on ...

Flynn Rider, an animated character. Just great :'D And I just spammed y'all with a spam of his exquisite looks. I HAVE NO SHAME.

I end with this ^ . 

Some people come in our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while and leave footprints in our hearts; and we are never, ever the same. 

Lying down on my bed thinking of the conversation I just had with K Fung. And as usual, when thoughts of the gang come to mind, there'll just be this mix of emotions. And this time, I need to pen them down. (so much for 'pen', eh?)

Distance.

Not physical distance, but - distance. I think you'll get what I mean. It's been a year since high school ended for us, and so many things have changed since then. 

There's something really true about that quote up there. Truly, some leave footprints in our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. Some also leave something else; a hole only they can fill. For me at least. I've met so many new people this year, but truly there's always this loneliness that only they can cure. There's a room for Jannah's biting sarcasm, a room for KF's constant insults, a room for Sehran's annoyingness, even a room for Hari's constant stationery-stealing. Absence really does make the heart fonder. It's in this year that I've realised how much I really, really adore them (I can't make myself type the L word :P ). It's also this year that I've realised that the most annoying habits, the things I thought I'd never miss, would be the things that I'd miss the most - because they're the epitome of who each and everyone of them are; the memories of them that I hold dearest. 

Truth be told, there've been times when I wondered if our best-friendship was lopsided. Was it something that only I, or a few of us felt? They were my best friends, but was I that to them? Funnily enough, this year also helped me clear my doubts. Maybe it's because .. we may not spend time together anymore, heck, we don't even talk to each other that much anymore - compared to the past two years, when I think we spent most of our time in each other's company. It's the way we cling to each other, I guess. I don't know how else to describe it. It's the sincere 'I miss you-s' from people I thought I'd never hear that from. Perhaps it's the way we easily fall back into our habits whenever we're together. No one would ever have thought that we hadn't seen each other in ages, the way we go about it. Or maybe, it's the way I feel whenever I'm back with them - it's something that no other people can make me feel. Like I'm home. 

Someone (Pn Zamilah) once told me, 'you'll only know if a friendship is real if you go through the worst of times, and are still together'. We've had our ups, we've had our lows. But since we're still together, ;)

Another thing KF said really hit me. Being ready for the time that we'll grow apart. I don't think I'm ready, don't think I'll ever be. How can I ever be ready to move on from the people who've been the best parts of my life? 

We better make this work.

We better. 

Or some a-holes are going to get it from me >______> 

To think, the last time we were all together was the bbq last year. At least, that's what the pictures suggest. I can't seem to remember when it was last. 

MUMMY AND DADDY ARE BACK HOME! :D

Yesterday, I reached home to find daddy's car not parked at its usual spot, and immediately I thought it was stolen (It didn't occur to me that my parents would be back, because they said they'd only be back on Friday.) So yeaaaaah, half panicking, I went into the house and shrieked at Jason to open the door (my hands were full) and when the door opened, THERE STOOD .. MY MUMMMMMM! :D I hurled (literally) everything onto the floor and just gave her hug after hug after hug after hug. Same for my dad when he came home. Ahhhhhhhhhh ♥. I really have no idea how I'm going to survive being apart from them now -.- 

Anyways, I'm just gonna sum up the rest of the week in pictures. Here goes! :D

Sudden emo thought;

I never liked feeling left out.

More Than Just Friends?

I've always believed that good relationships would stem from friendships.
But here's the big question - What if you fell in love with your best friend?

(Mind you, this isn't a personal situation. I know what popped into your minds >____> ) This suddenly occurred to me while waiting for Shman as he had his haircut just now, after a super awkward situation that seemingly, always occurs with us. Which just got me thinking. So here I am, supposed to study for Physics tomorrow, but bits and pieces of words keep popping up in my head, and I just have to pen them down. Thoughts.

Maybe if it's a good piece of work, I'll post it up later. We'll see :)

Today,  Ms Ho told us that PM1/PM4 told her that they really admired our class cuz we're so close. And Kejia said that her housemate from PM12 said the same thing too! It's really amazing to hear that our unity is so renowned (heh heh) that even other classes know about it :P

During Maths today, we had a 5 minute break which turned into a 30 minutes break. Because
1) Pammy and Shman told teacher their 'Complex Number' story which left teacher gaping with the 'whatdidIjustlistento' look :P Hahahah
2) We decided to show Ms Annie the video of Shman dancing to Bad Romance. Which then led to Pammy's routine. I was cheering it on, BAD MISTAKE. Next came up the video of me dancing to Whip My Hair -.- GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. Tho next was Larry so attention diverted, phew! HAHAHAH everything was so funny, everyone was in fits. Chunting even SCREAMED when the image of Shman came up on the screen.

Reflection: Chunting offered me 100 bucks if I'd dance in the Taylor's compound during lunchtime tmrw. Seriously considering it :P 100 bucks keh 100 BUCKS (desperate for $$$$$$$$)


Oh and people have been getting their uni offers, and I haven't gotten any except for my unsuccessful Bath application. Feeling really worried :(

I miss mummy and daddy.

All We've To Do - Is Ask.

John 16:24 NKJV
24 Until now you have asked nothing in My name. Ask, and you will receive,  that your joy may be  full.

Recent Events! :)

Tuesday
Spontaneous 'Breaking Dawn' with Keven and Shman. Class ended at 2, movie starts at 2.05. WE ARE AMAZING. The movie was gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.  It was quite nice, we a superb unexpected twist. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Friday
So for the past week, EDC has been having practices daily, from about 4 to 6.30/7. Tiring, but completely worth it. WE ROCKED IT OUT ON FRIDAY WOOOOOH! :D I mean, there were mistakes here and there cuz I think we panicked and forgot some of the parts, but altogether it was GREAT! :D Hahahah the audience loved us yayyy! :D I think no one really picked up the mistakes because it sounded fine to them cuz they didn't know the real routine. Sadly, CF didn't win the award we were nominated for, the Best Club Award (non-sport), but oh wells :) We know we're winners in His eyes anyway ;)

After the award ceremony, I left for home and packed my stuff for the sleepover at Pammy's. The plan was actually to sleep over at Pammy's for the night, and leave for Perak the next day. I couldn't leave mama alone at home tho, and already had plans for Sunday morning so I was only going for the sleepover. At 7.40(?), Pammy and Kejia, along with everyone else (Hueyying, Miu miu, Larry, Vivien, Yi Chwen, Shman, Li Wei), came to pick me up. Everyone was starving, so we decided to just have our dinner at Domino's. And once the pizza came, we ate as thought we hadn't eaten for YEARS. IN LESS THAN 10 MINUTES, WE DEVOURED 4 PIZZAS. After thaaaat, we left for Pammy's house. It was distressful because we kept having to make sure that Kejia was following, since she didn't know the way there. AND THEN
PAMMY'S HUGESION. IT WAS HUGE. REAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY HUGE. It made me feel so poor T___T So yeah, we settled in and then Pammy introduced us to this game (Xbox game) called Dance Central 2. It was SO FUN. We're supposed to follow the moves of the characters on the screen and try to get as many points as we can. It was so funny to see everyone trying all the moves, especially the weird ones hahahah. After a while, Pammy left and we somehow decided that we were gonna demolish ALL of Pammy's high scores. Cuz we have a secret weapon: Hueyying. Hueyying ah, VERY THE AMAZING. In 5/6 moves can get 500 000 ady.  o_____o
Later, Pammy changed the game to Guitar Hero, and the girls headed to bed. Me, Pammy, Shman, Li Wei and Larry stayed up till 3 playing that game hahahah :P Then at 3.15, we went to sleep and Pammy planned to wake up at 5.

Saturday
At 5.30am, Larry woke us (Pammy, me, Shman, Li Wei) up. Or at least, he tried. Only I woke up, and everyone else went back to sleep. So I went upstairs with Larry to get the guys up. So funny hahahahah Shman had one eye open when I came up and he pulled up the covers and went NUUUUUUUUUU, blahblahsmthsmthgroanmoan. So yeah, I went back to sleep. Cut the long story short, everyone woke up at around 6.30. Li Wei and Pammy were the hardest to wake up, having had to hurl pillows at Li Wei to get him up, and the girls smothering and tickling Pammy to get her up. Heheheh so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny :P Oh and us girls were sitting in our room, and there was a smell.  We were wondering what it was, and then I saw it. FIRE. Hueyying's portable charger was on fire, ohmygosh what a scare. We managed to put it out (Shman did it.), and THANK GOD Pammy's parents weren't there. After that, we went out for ba ku teh breakfast, which was yum! :D And then they dropped me back home afterwards :)

Sunday
Today was supposed to be a bonding-while-jogging time with Taekwando people, but only Evo, Hazeem and Ariff made it. Including Jason, that made only 5 of us. So yeaaaaah, at around 7.15 we left for Bukit Cherakah (note: Bukit Cherakah). Unsure of the way there, Evo and I decided to consult the GPS. Which led us to some road leading to Kuala Selangor, which we assumed should be another road there..? And it led us to nowhere. We already went deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep in, and then we had to get out. AND THEN, Evo realized: THEY CHANGED THE NAME TO BUKIT CAHAYA -______________________- The only mistake we did was get the name wrong?! And it was indeed called Bukit Cherakah last time ugh -.- So yeah we made our way there to find out that it was only open at 8.30 -.- (Btw, it's ALSO called Taman Pertanian Malaysia and Bukit Bandaraya. WHAT.) Then we waited 15 minutes for bikes, but NOOOOOOOOO, only the super expensive 10 bucks per hour bikes were left. So we decided, nvm lah, jog only lah. So much for jogging hahahahah we ended up walking. Our main destination was the 4 Seasons House, so we basically went one whole round just for that. Amazing right? :') It was fun tho, we definitely got to bond. Finally, after 2+ hours, we reached the 4 Seasons House! :D We went in, and it was freezingggggggggg! ;O We played with the 'snow', and of course, jakun-ness set in. I even got to sneak a snow ball out! ;) After that, we walked for a bit more then left for breakfast :) By then it was already almost 12. Altogether, it was an amazing time :) The best part tho, was this: We were walking when suddenly, this guy stopped me and asked me,

Him: You cina eh?
Me: Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah (so awkward hahahah)
Him: Bagus bagus. Abang sekarang selalu tak nampak orang Cina dengan orang Melayu kawan sama sama.
Ariff: 1 Malaysia ;)
Me: ha'ah :) *points at Evo* Dia India.

And after the confusion about Evo's indian-ness was settled,
Him: Dulu selalu nampak orang India Cina & Melayu sama sama. Kalau sekarang orang Cina satu group kat sana, Melayu kat sana pulak. Abang gembira tengok orang macam kamu semua. Sepatutnya 1 Malaysia camtu lah!

And that, right there, was one of the proudest moments of my life.
Amazing, simply amazing.

NOW TIME FOR SOME PICTURES.

Breaking Dawn with Shman and Keven :)

EDC.

 Routine #1

Routine #2

 Keven, Shman and Pammy in her cosplay 'nerd' costume! :D
Oh and her Anime Club won the Most Coveted Event! 

 Boys will be boys.

 CF GANG! ♥

Pammy sleeping! ;3 (I WILL DIE IF SHE SEES THIS BUT I CANNOT RESIST TOO CUTE ASHDFKAJ) 

And lastly, today's Bukit CAHAYA trip! :) 

My snowball! :D

Toodles! :)