God Knows.

I stumbled upon this poem, so here I am to share :D

God Knows.

When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless effort,

God knows how hard you've tried.

When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish,

God has counted your tears.

When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn,

God has a solution.

When you're lonely and all your friends are busy even for a phone call,

God is by your side.

When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated,

God has the answer.

If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope,

God has whispered to you.

If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by,

God is waiting with you.

When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for, 

God has blessed you.

When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe,

God has smiled upon you.

When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow, 

God has opened your eyes and called you by name.

Remember that wherever you are or whatever you're facing,

GOD KNOWS.

Ain't it beautiful? :)

Wherever you are or whatever you're facing, God knows.

you were my first, and i thought you'd be my last
the memories we shared will always be the sweetest
but now i've got to let go of the past
and give the future its chance

i've been carrying regret for too long

i'm tired, and the time has come

to let go, to look back and smile

and eventually, to find the courage to move on

haziq's farewell speech, poem :

friendship is like a puzzle,
each friend represents a piece.
some are at the border, while some are closer to the centre.
thanks for being a piece of my life.

AWWWWWW. thank YOU too, haziq :)

aww, people actually rated it :D

yay! :D

Snow In June

scratch that last post. it'll just be another poem.

Snow In June
Raindrops falling on my window
Just like your tears, they flow
Outside, I see the snow
As cold as your eyes as you watched me go

I'm sorry I put you through this pain
Sorry that I couldn't even explain
I'm sorry that it was all in vain
Sorry that we'll never be the same

'Sorry's coming down like drops of rain
But still, it can't soothe the pain
Into your life I shouldn't have came
Wish I could put out these flames

I know you wanted me to stay
But in the end, there was nothing left to say
Now all we can do, is pray
That the hurt we feel will wear off someday

Don't want to be a slave to this pain
Don't want to feel this hurt again
Somehow, it just seems so insane
The lion, the lamb had slain

I swear, I never did lie
When I said 'I love you', when you saw me cry
And now, as I sever these ties
Just know, this is our goodbye

-jas-
-21st Jan 2010-

should've learned not to put my hopes too high,

should've learned my lesson.

but again i've made the same mistake

and all's shrouded in disappointment.

hopes dashed,

everything's crumbling down.

just a split second,

and it's all gone.

just like a flower,

in winter.

like a forgotten lover,

still longing to be together.

like a leaf in the wind,

landing on the ground,

never making it back up again

after falling down.

time passes,

repeating the same routine,

over and over again.

nature's not going to stop the rain,

winter isn't going to disappear,

there's always going to be something called 'fear'.

say goodbye to hope,

turn your eyes back to the pain,

once again.

maybe this time you'll learn.

-jas-

she stared at him

with bloodshot eyes,

wishing it was all a dream.

her body trembling,

her voice just a whisper,

lost in the silence.

she said, "to hell with you,

i just don't care anymore.

now go away,

and leave me alone."

he turned around and walked out the door,

gave her one last look of disdain.

she couldn't take it anymore.

with a cry, she picked up the knife

and stabbed him through the heart.

his glassy cold eyes bore into her

as blood stained the marble floor.

-jas-

this is how i feel,
about pmr,
i wanna MURDER it.
ughh D:

roses are red,
violets are blue,
kiss my arse,
and i'll kiss yours too! (:

bak kata pepatah evonia, "STAND UP LAHH!" XD
you made me laugh like an idiot.
"STRIP STRIP!" =_____=

BTW, GO HERE!

faking smiles is what i do best,
cause what's outside is what people see,
they never dig deep and see the rest.

LEEKING :)

DEDICATION FOR LEEKING :)

i want you sooo much,
you make my mouth water ,
my saliva dripping,
DRIP DROP,
my tummy is growling, ROARRRRR :)
as i stareeeee at youuuu
i want you, i need you,
can't anyone feel my pain?
hoping that you'll come to me,

ohh DONUTS :)

haha. XD

life is so pointless, so meaningless,
my world is useless,
i dream of death,
i wonder how it would be?

i don't wanna care anymore,
i don't wanna think,
i don't want to face the world again,
why must everything be so unfair?

everyone seems to turn away from me,
i'm always losing hope,
maybe its just time to leave,
maybe its time for me to go :/

Unrequited Love );

found this somewhere:

Relationships are a pain
Especially loving someone in vain
Knowing that no matter what you say
He loves someone else that way

Looking at the person you love
Can be a painful thing not from above
Knowing that he doesn't love you that way
Wishing that you could just turn away

Feeling like you've lost your best friend
Knowing he won't love you in the end
Hoping one day he will change his mind
Wishing that your heart he would find

In the dark you stand
Watching him hold her hand
Wishing you could just hate him with all your heart
Why does this feeling make you so hurt

Wishing you could be by his side no matter where or when
Even if you know that one day this would all end
Watching him stare into her eyes
You wish the floor would just swallow you up so you could die

Knowing one day you'll make it through
But all the while wishing it was just you
That's the feeling of unrequited love
Something most definitely not from above