Lots & Lots of Quotes

I was going through previous posts (as always), and I came to a realisation that I really do have certain periods of feeling low, meh. & I'm super depressing when I feel low fml.

But I digress. I've been clearing out some photos & I've found so many quotes I've taken pictures of, but have yet to post up. So here goes!
(Also, my Iceland trip post is in the works, so stay tuned!)


The Flavours of Love, Dorothy Koomson

Revelations this huge should be delivered straight away - you can comfort and cosset the blow afterwards, the preamble takes the listener to all sorts of places they don't need to visit before fully receiving the news.


Kafka on the Shore, Haruki Murakami

Most things are forgotten over time. Even the war itself, the life-and-death struggle people went through is now like something from the distant past. We're so caught up in our everyday lives that events of the past, like ancients stars that have burnt out, no longer in orbit about our minds. There are just too many things we have to think about every day, too many new things to learn... But still, no matter how much time passes, no matter what takes place in the interim, there are some things we can never assign to oblivion, memories we can never rub away. They remain with us forever, like a touchstone.

And you really will have to make it through that violent, metaphysical, symbolic storm. No matter how metaphysical or symbolic it may be, make no mistake about it: it will cut through flesh like a thousand razor blades. People will bleed there, and you will bleed too. Hot, red blood. You'll catch that blood in your own hands, your own blood and the blood of others.
And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storm's all about.


Where Rainbows End, Cecilia Ahern

Anyway, my point is, I don't want to be one of those easily forgotten people, so important at the time, so special, so influential and so treasured, yet years later just a vague face and a distant memory.


Lone Wolf, Jodi Picoult

Hope and reality lie in inverse proportions inside the walls of a hospital... Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain.


The Woman He Loved Before, Dorothy Koomson

It's good to have things that you love. They keep you grounded, make you realise how much you have to lose. It's good to love people. But if you don't have anyone you can truly give your heart to, then having something that means the world to you can often act as a good stand-in.

It soon became apparent that happiness shouldn't be a destination in your life. It should be part of the journey of your life... Putting everything on hold to achieve the one thing you think will make you happy will actually mean that you're miserable along the way to getting there, and when you get there, you might find that the thing you wanted doesn't make you as happy as you thought it would. Or worse, you've completely forgotten how to be happy.


Will Grayson, Will Grayson, John Green

Love is always a miracle, everywhere, every time. But for us, it's a little different. I don't want to say it's more miraculous. It is, though.

When you date someone, you have the markers along the way, right: You kiss, you have The Talk, you say the Three Little Words, you sit on a swing set and break up. You can plot the points on a graph. And you check up with each other along the way: Can I do this? If I say this will you say it back?
But with friendship, there's nothing like that. Being in a relationship, that's something you choose. Being friends, that's just something you are.

I'd pick you. Fuck it, I do pick you. I want you to come over to my house in twenty years with your dude and your adopted kids and I want our fucking kids to hang out and I want to, like, drink wine and talk about the Middle East or whatever the fuck we're gonna want to do when we're old. We've been friends too long to pick, but if we could pick, I'd pick you.

I just think if you don't say the honest thing, sometimes the honest thing never becomes true.

I think about how much depends upon a best friend. When you wake up in the morning you swing your legs out of bed and you put your feet on the ground and you stand up. You don't scoot to the edge of the bed to make sure the floor is there. The floor is always there. Until it's not.

I will admit there's a certain degree of giving a fuck that goes into not giving a fuck: By saying you don't care if the world falls apart, in some small way you're saying you want it to stay together, on your terms.

When things break, it's not the actual breaking that prevents them from getting back together again. It's because a little piece gets lost - the two remaining ends couldn't fit together even if they wanted to. The whole shape has changed.

Hang me
like a dead rose
Preserve me
and my petals won't fall
until you touch them
and I dissolve.

Not all flowers
depend on light
to grow.

You like someone who can't like you back because unrequited love can be survived in a way that once-requited love cannot.

I feel like my life is so scattered right now. Like it's all these small pieces of paper and someone's turned on the fan. But talking to you makes me feel like the fan's been turned off for a little bit. Like things could actually make sense. You completely unscatter me, and I appreciate that so much.


Keeper of the Light, Diane Chamberlain

How would it feel, paying someone to ease the pain of a body suffering from neglect?


Sing You Home, Jodi Picoult

Everyone who's gay has had the unfortunate circumstance of falling for someone who's not. The first time it happens, you think I can change her. I know her better than she knows herself. And invariably, you are left with a broken relationship and an even more broken heart. The straight equivalent, in a way, is the woman who's sure that the guy she loves - the one who beats her every night - will eventually stop. The bottom line in both cases is that people don't change; that no matter how charming you are and how fiercely you love, you cannot turn a person into someone she's not.

Believe me, being gay is not a choice. No one would choose to make life harder than it has to be, and no matter how confident and comfortable a gay person is, he and she can't control the thoughts of others.

Every life has a soundtrack... If you ask me, music is the language of memory.


Hotel on the Corner of Bitter and Sweet, Jamie Ford

But now, deep down, Henry wanted to tell his son everything. How seemingly unfair life was in retrospect, and how remarkable it was that they'd all just accepted what they had and made the best of it.

But choosing to lovingly care for her was like steering a plane into a mountain as gently as possible. The crash is imminent; it's how you spend your time on the way down that counts.

But in the end, each of them occupied a solitary grave. Alone forever. It didn't matter who your neighbours were. They didn't talk back. 


How to Fall in Love, Cecilia Ahern

I understood everyone's confusion and inability to believe me. It had a lot to do with how well I had hidden my unhappiness and it had everything to do with my timing. 


Before I Fall, Lauren Oliver

I've never really though about it before, but it's a miracle how many kinds of light there are in the world, how many skies: the pale brightness of spring, when it feels like the whole world is blushing; the lush bright boldness of a July noon; purple storm skies and a green queasiness just before lightning strikes and crazy multicoloured sunsets that look like someone's acid trip. 


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Also:

My poor heart is sentimental
Not made of wood
I got it bad and that ain't good
- Duke Ellington, 1941

The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear. 
- Nelson Mandela

All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible.
- T. E. Lawrence



That's all for now heh. Just rows & rows of quotes. Currently working on my Iceland trip video & post. Hopefully I should be done soon!
Till then! :)

'Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded.' - The Holiday

Messy.

Hi guys! This will be one of those really messy posts which have no arrangement whatsoever. I'm just gonna type whatever's on my mind, so here goes:

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The video Shman, Leek and I filmed with Drew is up! :) Well, it was up quite a while ago but I just thought of putting it here! :) Many people said we did well and I'm really proud of it, actually. Kudos to Drew for his ideas and amazing editing skills! 

A Love Triangle.


Bloopers and Outtakes! :) Watch till the end!

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Was talking to Lynn just now, about a little girl she knows and basically, the whole conversation can be summed up into one question - why do bad things happen to good people? Or why do bad things happen to the innocent? A lot of times, people end up blaming God and questioning him. Even I do that. It's a natural response to the things happening. But here's what I told Lynn. Didn't even think of it, actually. It sort of just .. thought itself out (?)

"God didn't mean the world to be this way, diseases and things of that sort aren't his doing - it's Satan's doing. I believe it hurts God way more than it hurts us to see His children hurting."

And once I read what I wrote, I realized how true it worse. He didn't create an imperfect world, instead He created  one perfect for us. But because of Satan, because of sin, the world is what it is today. I think people, and I myself included, have to remember this. God doesn't make bad things happen. Satan does.

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I've been editing labels on my posts, and you can now easily find them on the right sidebar. Posts are easier to search for, so click away! :)

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While re-labeling posts, I realized that I think too much. I mean, look at that Label sidebar and see the number of posts labeled 'Thoughts'. And most of them are quite depressing. Eeyer. Freak high school Jas.

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I'm currently on a 'I-miss-everyone' phase. I miss The Mafia Gang, I miss my classmates #1201PM13, I miss my CF mates, I miss my churchmates (especially Sarah!) and my cousins. I'm just missing a lot of people. #toomuch

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I think I'm in love in like have a crush on a guy. Who's taken. And that's all I'm going to say about it because .. what the heck. 

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I love receiving compliments. Doesn't anyone? During CF Camp, some junior committee members told Leek that we were friendly to them when they first joined us, while some others weren't so. I was really really happy to hear that. I mean, people actually take notice! And then my 'mortal' told me that I was one of the nicest seniors he's met. Ah omg I cannot tell you how happy I was to hear that. It completely made my day omgosh. To think the smallest things you do actually mean something to someone else. #melts #notbragging

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Been reading quite a lot lately, and I need to share some of my favourite quotes from these books:

"It amazes me how easy it is for things to change, how easy it is to start off down the same road you always take and wind up somewhere new. Just one false step, one pause, one detour, and you end up with new friends or a bad reputation or a boyfriend or a breakup. It's never occurred to me before, I've never been able to see it. And it makes me feel, weirdly, like maybe all of these different possibilities exist at the same time, like each moment we live has a thousand other moments layered underneath it that look different."

Before I Fall - Lauren Oliver

"When you love someone, you say their name different. Like it's safe inside your mouth."

Handle With Care - Jodi Picoult 

"If you can be yourself, you are everything." 

Other People's Secrets - Louise Candlish

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Lynn's finally uploaded the Day 2 pictures of our Malacca trip, so I'll be posting that soon. And I'll also be waiting for the camp photos before posting. Was actually thinking about posting more, but I suddenly feel tired and my mind's shut down on me so. I bid thee, farewell and goodnight! :) 

Oh and I've been hooked to these two songs. They're beautiful. Do give them a listen! :)

Ashes Like Snow - Lily Kershaw

Can't Help Falling In Love - as covered by Ingrid Michaelson

Goodnight! :) 

I'm in love with everyone I've ever met in one way or another. I'm just a crazy, unhinged disaster of a human being.

Edie Sedgwick

Something about this spoke to me.

Some people come in our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while and leave footprints in our hearts; and we are never, ever the same. 

Lying down on my bed thinking of the conversation I just had with K Fung. And as usual, when thoughts of the gang come to mind, there'll just be this mix of emotions. And this time, I need to pen them down. (so much for 'pen', eh?)

Distance.

Not physical distance, but - distance. I think you'll get what I mean. It's been a year since high school ended for us, and so many things have changed since then. 

There's something really true about that quote up there. Truly, some leave footprints in our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. Some also leave something else; a hole only they can fill. For me at least. I've met so many new people this year, but truly there's always this loneliness that only they can cure. There's a room for Jannah's biting sarcasm, a room for KF's constant insults, a room for Sehran's annoyingness, even a room for Hari's constant stationery-stealing. Absence really does make the heart fonder. It's in this year that I've realised how much I really, really adore them (I can't make myself type the L word :P ). It's also this year that I've realised that the most annoying habits, the things I thought I'd never miss, would be the things that I'd miss the most - because they're the epitome of who each and everyone of them are; the memories of them that I hold dearest. 

Truth be told, there've been times when I wondered if our best-friendship was lopsided. Was it something that only I, or a few of us felt? They were my best friends, but was I that to them? Funnily enough, this year also helped me clear my doubts. Maybe it's because .. we may not spend time together anymore, heck, we don't even talk to each other that much anymore - compared to the past two years, when I think we spent most of our time in each other's company. It's the way we cling to each other, I guess. I don't know how else to describe it. It's the sincere 'I miss you-s' from people I thought I'd never hear that from. Perhaps it's the way we easily fall back into our habits whenever we're together. No one would ever have thought that we hadn't seen each other in ages, the way we go about it. Or maybe, it's the way I feel whenever I'm back with them - it's something that no other people can make me feel. Like I'm home. 

Someone (Pn Zamilah) once told me, 'you'll only know if a friendship is real if you go through the worst of times, and are still together'. We've had our ups, we've had our lows. But since we're still together, ;)

Another thing KF said really hit me. Being ready for the time that we'll grow apart. I don't think I'm ready, don't think I'll ever be. How can I ever be ready to move on from the people who've been the best parts of my life? 

We better make this work.

We better. 

Or some a-holes are going to get it from me >______> 

To think, the last time we were all together was the bbq last year. At least, that's what the pictures suggest. I can't seem to remember when it was last. 

Just, Things.

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So I've this friend. He's not perfect, he makes mistakes, and he has some issues of his own. And of course, when you make mistakes, people will comment, will criticize. That's normal, that's fine. But what's not fine is when people start saying stuff about him being a Christian and all. Clearly, you do not understand what being a Christian is about. It's about being imperfect, flawed. But despite our imperfections, we're still accepted and loved by a perfect God. It's not us who's perfect, it's Him. We still make mistakes, like everyone else. We'll sin, but when we repent, we'll know that our sins have already been paid for at the cross. We'll fall, but He'll be there to pick us up and guide us through. That's what being a Christian is about. Being loved despite imperfection. Not being perfect.

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For a long time now, this has been nagging at me - Psychology or  Medicine? I like both, and I'd have no regrets doing either of them. Thing is, I've grown up wanting to do Medicine, but once I'd gotten the interest in Psychology, it was hard to make a decision. What more, career test after career test after career test, and friends have told me that I was suited for Psychology. I can talk to a person for hours (oh yes, I've the patience for that) and help them solve an issue they're dealing with. I like knowing what's going on in people's minds, that kind of thing. So yeah, it's been bothering me for a while. Especially when I decided to apply for Medicine in UK. One of my friends, told me to pray about it. Pray for a sign. So I did. In my UCAS, I applied to 4 universities for Medicine, and 1 for Psychology. I told  Him, if it was His will for me to study Psychology, then let me be accepted for that (which is quite impossible, unless a miracle happens. Which was exactly what I was praying for.) So yeaaaaaah, results are out. And I am ... (is the suspense killing you yet? ;) hahah)

Unsuccessful. 

Now it just feels like a heavy burden's been lifted off my shoulders. I now know what His plan for my life is, and I'm thankful. And happy :) No need to worry bout that anymore :)

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Now time for some non-serious stuff :D

Got this quote from Taylor's CPCC the other day. There's just something about it; :)

Great dancers are not great because of their technique,

they are great because of their passion.

Martha Graham

Don't you like that? :)

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BABY BISCUITS ASDFHAKJLS ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

After such a lonnnnnnng time, mummy finally bought this from me. And the addiction begins agaaaaaaain ;) ASJDAK SO MUCH LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ♥

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And last but not least,

Daddy FINALLY bought me my own laptop! :D Now I have my own baby boi and I NEVER have to fight with Jason ever again yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :D 

So that's it I guesssssssssssssssss. Will post later, soon! Exam finishing in 5 days asdhfkajh cannot waaaaaaaaaaaaaaait :D 

More Quotes!

So I'm actually planning on posting, but before that, I'll just post the rest of the quotes I got from Taylor's CPCC recently :)
Cuz I like quotes, and I'm a scatterbrain weeee ;)

Get all the education you can, but then, by God,

DO SOMETHING.
Don't just stand there,

MAKE IT HAPPEN. 

Lee Lacocca

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Knowing is not enough, we must apply.

Willing is not enough, we must do. 

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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The only limit to our realisation of tomorrow

will be our doubts of today.

Franklin Roosevelt

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Many of the great achievements of the world

were accomplished by tired and discouraged men

who kept on working.

Anonymous

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Do not spoil what you have

by desiring what you have not;

but remember that what you now have

was once among the things you only hoped for.

Spicurus

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If you're not lighting any candles,

don't complain about being in the dark.

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Kind words can be short and easy to speak,

but their echoes are truly endless.

Mother Teresa

:)

Motivation

If you are honest and sincere

people may deceive you.

Be honest and sincere anyway.

Mother Teresa

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Our greatest glory is not in never failing,

but in rising every time we fall.

Confucius 

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Success is the sum of small efforts,

repeated day in and day out.

Robert J. Collier 

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Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you,

they're supposed to help you discover who you are.

Bernice Johnson Reagon

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The miserable have no other medicine.

But only hope.

William  Shakespeare 

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Happiness is where we find it,

but rarely where we seek it.

J. Petit  Senn

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Carpe diem! Carpe noctem!

... and make each day count. 

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Maturity is achieved when a person postpones immediate pleasures

for long-term values.

Joshua L. Liebman

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What you spend years creating,

others could destroy overnight.

Create anyway. 

Mother Teresa

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Dum spiro spero.

"While I breathe, I hope" 

Marcus Tullius Cicero

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Inspiration does exist,

but it must find you working.

Pablo Picasso

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The best way to appreciate your job

is to imagine yourself without one.

Marcus Tullius Cicero

Quotes From Taylor's CPCC :)

Wisdom is not wisdom
when it is derived from books alone.

Horace

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The secret to getting ahead

is getting started.

Mark Twain

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It's hard to fail,

but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. 

Theodore Roosevelt 

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Worry is a misuse of
imagination. 

Dan Zadra

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It is difficult to say what is impossible,

for the dream of yesterday
is the hope of today

and the reality of tomorrow. 

Robert H. Goddard

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Failure is an event,

not a person.

Yesterday ended last night.

Zig Ziglar

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Success seems to be connected with action.

Successful people keep moving.

They make mistakes, 

but they don't quit.

Conrad Hilton

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It's not the load that breaks you down,

it's the way you carry it.

Lou Holtz

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Three grand essentials to happiness

in this life are:

something to do;

something to love

and something to hope for. 

Joseph Addison

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I don't need a friend who changes when I change

and who nods when I nod;

my shadow does that much better.

Plutarch

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For hope is but the dream

of those that wake.

Matthew Prior

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Always hold your head up

but be careful to keep your nose at a friendly level.

Max L. Forman

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Even if you're on the right track,

you'll get run over if you just sit there.

Will Rogers

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Ah,

what then?

Samuel Taylor Coleridge

Quotes are lahveeeeeeeeee ♥ :D

For He Can Do ANYTHING.

'I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me.'
Philippians 4:13

'God will make a way, where there seems to be no way.'
God Will Make A Way - Don Moen

'Don't tell God how big your problem is, tell your problem how big your God is.'
Author unknown

'With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.'
Matthew 19:26

Worried, so worried.

God Knows.

I stumbled upon this poem, so here I am to share :D

God Knows.

When you are tired and discouraged from fruitless effort,

God knows how hard you've tried.

When you've cried so long and your heart is in anguish,

God has counted your tears.

When you think you've tried everything and don't know where to turn,

God has a solution.

When you're lonely and all your friends are busy even for a phone call,

God is by your side.

When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated,

God has the answer.

If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope,

God has whispered to you.

If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by,

God is waiting with you.

When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for, 

God has blessed you.

When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe,

God has smiled upon you.

When you have a purpose to fulfill and a dream to follow, 

God has opened your eyes and called you by name.

Remember that wherever you are or whatever you're facing,

GOD KNOWS.

Ain't it beautiful? :)

Wherever you are or whatever you're facing, God knows.

Hope, :)

"Hope is a good thing- maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies."

Stephen King

Be You.

I'm in Taylor's Library right nowww :D Just wanted to share a quote with y'all. Ms Farhana let us watch 'The Help' today, and this just caught my attention.

'Am I going to believe all of them bad things that fools say about me today?'

The Help

Be yourself. Why care about what people say? ;D

I Want To Hold Your Hand

'I Want To Hold Your Hand'. Heck, the Beatles got it right. I want to hold your hand. Not 'I Want To Kiss You' or 'I Want To Hold You' or what's more, 'I Want To Make Love To You'. Holding hands- such a pure, innocent gesture.

Holding hands. It's more than just an interlocking of fingers, more than just entwining your fingers in someone else's. Holding hands, to me at least, is letting someone know that they're not alone, that you're there.

One of the first few things I notice about a person after their smile and the way they talk, is their hands. I don't know why, but I start examining hands. The way his/her hands move and all. Yeah, I know -_- Weird.

Strayed off topic again, pffft. Tumblr says it best, I guess.

Holding hands may seem like an innocent gesture, but they show more than a simple interlocking of fingers. Your hands are one of the most essential parts of your body: you build with them, feed with them, hold with them, touch with them, fight with them; they are the tools of the human body. To take a hold of another’s hand is to break from living individually. It is to link yourself to another being, to momentarily entwine your life with another’s, to promise, for a moment, that you need not face the world alone. More simple, more aesthetically naive than other forms of affection, i.e kissing, hugging, sexing…, the act of holding hands is often trivialized in its true implications. As the Beatles once said “I want to hold your hand.”

Speak Low,

'Speak low, if you speak love.'

William Shakespeare

Love. hm.

David made a surprising statement today. Lynn asked him to predict if I was single or taken, and his answer caught me off guard.
'She's single, but her heart is taken.'

Got me thinking.

Edit:
Dear you,
We're all insecure. You're not the only one. At times, you may feel like you're not good enough, but trust me- you are. Be proud of who you are, and love yourself. Your imperfections are what make you perfect.

Yours truly.

Carpe Diem, Nulla Desideria

Carpe Diem; seize the day.
Nulla desideria; no regrets.

Seize the day, live life with no regrets.

And that's how I'm going to be living ;)

It's been a long time since I've blogged, REALLY blogged. I was stalking certain blogs, and then I just felt this urge to just switch on the laptop, head to blogger, and just start typing. So here I am.

It's been a hectic 3 months. College life has begun, and as overexcited as I was about it, it really wasn't what I had expected at all. I expected it to be something completely new, but then again: I'm taking CAL. Which isn't really that different compared to SPM. It's basically the same thing: study, study, study. Except that this is harder, and more important. I haven't done homework in 3 years, really. And here I am in college, receiving a ton of homework every day, and actually getting punished for not doing it. I didn't even get punished in high school, pfffft. I'm tired most of the time. I reach home at about 5-6 every day, and I still have homework to do, housework to settle. Seems like I'm just trying to catch up on everything.

I'm sure you're thinking: it can't be all bad, right?

Haha, well. College has a good side to it, too :) Other than being tired, I actually really really really love college life :) Heck, there's definitely more freedom in college. Freedom. Isn't that all we really dream about? To be free? ;) I get to stay back late after classes, just hanging around with friends. Our favourite hangout spots? Par Tea Time and Snowflakes! Par Tea Time has the best waffles around, and Snowflakes has awesome Taiwanese desserts, which Shman and I love. In one week, we actually went there 3 TIMES! ;D

I've also met many, many, MANY new friends. I'm in the same class as Shman (such a blessing), and our classmates are really really awesome people! :D 4/5 Epsilon was a little quiet, and I don't do quiet. Y'all know how talkative I am, and I just can't. stand. quiet. people. So THANKFULLY, our class is REALLY REALLY loud. For the first few days, the teachers kept encouraging us to 'speak up!' cause we were so quiet. But now, OH MY GOD. The teachers actually have to tell us to shhh! :P And the gossip in our class, ohemgee. We know each other's dirty secrets, thanks to Pamela. And I personally think that sharing something really personal with someone, really creates this bond between them. Hm. Plus, our class is so united :') Especially in sharing answers for homeworks, hahahaha. Like Ms Ho said, 'PM 13 IS SO UNITED. ONE PERSON WRONG, WHOLE CLASS WRONG!' xD HAHAHAHA.

Also, I've joined Taylor's CF :) I'm so thankful that I actually took the time to actually go. Because CF really does feel like home. I go for CF, and I leave feeling refreshed. It's somewhere I can be my loud, noisy self, and no one will judge me :D Hahaha. Everyone there is either as loud, or louder than me, thank God :) People in CF are really nice, too. Like Brian and Nicholas and Lean Loong and David and Nick :) *Yes, I just realized I listed down guys. Only.* Oops? :P

But. I miss the gang.

I miss those crazy people who know me better than anyone else. I see Lynn and Leek every day, so that's okay. But Evo, Jannah, K Fung, Sehran, Sarah, Matthew? I don't get to see them every day anymore, and it sucks. Plus Shman wasn't around for 3 weeks, cause he went to UK. God only knows how much we missed having him around. He finally came back to college on Friday, and I was SO HAPPY. *Shman, if you're reading this, I know. Ew.* Hahaha. But yeah, he came back and we just had so much to catch up on. We talked and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed. Dang, I strayed out of topic. The gang, the gang. I just really miss us. How we used to hang out every day during recess, and after school. The rubbish we'd talk about, the things we'd do. Hm :/

This 3 months, have taught me so much.
1. Appreciate the people around you. You never know what's going to happen next.
2. God is ALWAYS there for me. Always.
3. Happiness is something that you make for yourself. It's a decision you make every day.
4. People judge. That's nature, and there's not much you can do about it.
5. A smile can do wonders :)
6. Don't dwell in the past, because you can't change it. But you can always change what's going to happen next :)
7. DO NOT SLACK.
8. Be yourself. Let people like you for who you are, not for what you're not. If they don't like you, well, that's their loss, isn't it? ;D

... and so many others. I just realized that I have piano class later, and I haven't practiced. Oh gosh. Better start now.

More, soon :) I promise.

Ps. To those who're stalking, please, DON'T SCROLL DOWN. Lemme warn you, those posts come from a very immature and depressing time in my life. So, Just. Don't.
Please and thank you :)

i don't wanna know
if you're playing me, keep it on the low
cause my heart can't take it anymore 
and if you're creepin, please don't let it show
oh baby, i don't wanna know

are you gonna stay with the one who loves you

or are you going back to the one you love?

someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you

someone's gonna thank their stars aboveeee

the doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live.

- flora whittemore