Anthems

On the way back from Sunway, Jannah, Lynn & I decided each other's anthems hahahah. Jannah's is 'Hot & Cold' by Katy Perry, Lynn's was 'Chasing Pavements' by Adele, Evo's was her usual, 'Complicated' by Avril Lavigne & mine?

Girl powerrrrrrrrrrr! >:D


Update:
Lynn coincidentally just wrote a post about this topic as well, & in more detail. You can read more on her blog, here. 

Speed Writing: Last Day of Class

I know I said I prolly wasn't going to blog until my exams are over, but I just had to post something to commemorate today. So here I am, & to make sure I don't waste too much time over this, I'm just gonna do a simple 'Speed Writing' post.  For those of you who don't know what speed writing is, basically, you set a certain duration of time (usually 5-10 mins), & for that duration of time, you've to write continuously (no stopping!) about anything & everything that comes to mind. & once your set duration of time is over, you just stop, no matter what you're writing. Simple enough ;)

So here goes, my 10-minute speed writing post!

It was my last day of class today! To think that I'm sort of done with the first year of university, if you exclude the upcoming exams, that is. It's hard to believe that 8 months have passed. It seems like just yesterday that I had my first taste of Med School. HaDPop (hate at first sight.) & meeting Group 15. Our first meeting was so awkward, and I'm so glad that things have changed loads since then. I cannot even begin to express how glad I am that I'm in Group 15. T, Lynn, Neil, Peter, Farihah, Sarah- they're such amazing people & we're so much closer now than we were before! Back then, group work was really group work. Now, group work is snack time + catch up + story time + basically wasting time hahahah. Which isn't exactly a good thing, but we still get work done! :P Apart from Group 15, I've gotten closer to the Malaysian bunch as well, & I really don't know what I'd do without them. Their immaturity & siao-ness just makes me feel like home isn't that far away. & yeah, to think that I've survived 8 months here on my own. Without my parents, without the mafias. I'd never have thought I'd make it this far. Sure, I do get homesick from time to time (quite often, actually.) , & as emotional as I get when it hits (note previous post, #20), I've learnt not to dwell on it. Besides, I'LL BE HOME IN 5 WEEKS. 5 WEEKS OHMYGOSH. I can't -

& that's 10 minutes! I never know how to end posts.

Till next time! :D

25 Random Facts About Moi ;)

Here's an attempt to keep this blog (relatively) alive. Picked from the top of my head (not really), here's a list of the 25 most random, weird (& hopefully interesting) facts about myself!

1. I can't sleep without snuggling under a blanket. Even if it's warm, I'll still need a blanket.
2. I tiptoe even when I don't really have to. (Thank you Eugene for pointing this out to me!)
3. I have a habit of skipping while running- I can never run without breaking into a skip midway.
4. While other people find certain facial features attractive (not that I don't), I have a thing for hands. Sexy hands, ohmyyyyy. & yes, hands can be sexy.
5. I find it really difficult to listen to music & not sing along. Which is why I end up singing along to whatever song I'm listening to, sometimes without even realising it. Boy, has that gotten me my fair share of weird looks on the bus.
6. Here's a big one: I'm four feet eleven. Mmhmm. Not even five feet *sobs*
7. I've been in a love pentagon (or was it a hexagon?) before. Heheheh.
8. I really, REALLY like kids. To the point where my friends joke that even if  I don't manage to find a husband, I'll get a sperm donor just so I can have kids of my own.
9. I have a birthmark on my lower back.
10. I rather sleep with the fan at full speed rather than with airconditioning because I tend to fall sick after sleeping in airconditioned rooms.
11. I find it really hard to study in public places because I end up people-watching instead.
12. Back in high school & college, I used to do this thing which I'd like to call 'Productive Procrastination'. Because I liked Maths, I used to do Maths questions when I didn't want to study other subjects.
13. I fractured my right ankle in 2008, and as a result, my left foot is bigger than my right. #problembuyingshoes
14. I was supposed to be born on my parents' anniversary, but because I was impatient, that didn't happen.
15. I haven't had my first kiss, heh. & I'm actually quite proud of that, heheh.
16.  I get attached to people really quickly.
17. I don't like the colour pink, but for some odd reason, I have a quite a number of pink clothes.
18. Let's make this clear. I love ice cream, and I'd have it, no matter the weather.
19. I sleep-talk quite a bit.
20. I used to be quite emotional & was quite the crybaby. Most of my classmates in high school have probably seen me in tears at one time or another.
21. One of the things I really want to do is to go to a beach someday, & just lie down & watch the stars. & maybe fall asleep under the night sky.
22. I think forehead kisses are adorable!
23. There's this yoga position called chakrasana, & I can actually do it! :D
24. I'm pretty sure people know this already, but I have a really high-pitched voice, apparently. I once called up my tuition teacher & she thought I was one of her primary school students.
25. This is my bias in Exo, Sehun! :P

I just had to. #sorrynotsorry #bestendingtoapostactually

I probably won't be updating till my exams are over, so till then! Taaaa :*

Deep Conversations > Small Talk.

Found this on Tumblr & I just had to post this here cuz well, (a) this describes me to a tee, (b) this is my blog & (c) I want to. Heh. 

Tell me your secrets & I'll tell you mine. 

I've just been reminded about how fickle my posts are.

Fickle, really fickle.

Speed Writing!

Hello gaiz! :D

Today I'm going to do something called speed writing. It's just something where I write, or in this case, type continuously for a set amount of time about anything that pops into my mind. And yes, continuously as in no-stopping-continuously. Do excuse my lame attempt at updating this blog, but I just read a speed-writing exercise I did quite a while ago with Shman and I'm too lazy to blog formally so .. here goes! :)

10 minutes starts ..

Now. Okay so er how do we do this again? Er oh oh so yesterday I made almost 100 water balloons. 100. I know right. Filled them up and tied all of them myself. Which is why my second finger on my left hand hurts like mad right now. Since you know, when you tie balloons you sort of have to make the knot around your finger first? I'm not the only one who does it that way right? Yeah so the reason I made so many balloons was because we're gonna be playing water balloon dodgeball in CG tomorrow yayyyy! Although how I'm supposed to transport all those balloons is another mystery to me. Hm. Er er er oh right now I'm halfway packing. Gonna shift house sometime next week, around Thurs-Sat? Sometime around them. Feeling quite nostalgic right now actually. Sorting through stuff and I'm such a hoarder I have TONS of stuff. Gifts from friends, cards, oh and notes that we used to pass around in class! There was one which Lynn and I passed around during exam time hohoho. Oh and pictures! I FOUND MY PRIMARY 6 LAST DAY OF SCHOOL PICTURES. Makes me realize how far I've come in what seems like such a short time omg. Dang nostalgia. Change subject change subject. OH AND DID I MENTION WHAT A CUTE KID I WAS? Thank you thank you I know omgosh hahaha. Ah did I mention that packing to move house actually makes me wonder how I'll be packing for UK? Results are coming out in about 2 weeks, and it's so close now. I'm finally going to know what's actually going to happen in the next few months. It feels really fast actually. Why does time pass by so fast. When people ask whether I'm going off to UK, I'm always like .. 'Not sure yet, gotta wait for results.' And in 2 weeks, I finally have to answer 'Yes' (pleasepleaseplease) or 'No'. Which makes me really nervous. Shiz. Dang Shman. He hasn't replied me and I whatsapped him at whut, 1.30? Freak. Wait. Is he working? Eh no whut. His off day is today till Sunday. Freak. Will box him later in Taekwondo class. Hope that today's class is as good as last week's. LOVE using kicking bag, love the sound it makes omgosh. And I really feel like seeing Ebo. Miss Ebo. And Sehran. Actually I really feel like talking to Sehran right now. Eeee I need more pictures with him lah serious. Thank God they're all coming back for Raya so we can meet up! Except for KFung lah, since he's going to Taiping with his girlfriend's family. Eeeee. Oh and yayyyy PM13 meet up next next week! Ahhhh I can't wait to see Pammy and Hueyying and Chia Xin and Shao Ji and aiya the whole class la basically. Oh and I can't wait for Rara to spaz over

Dang. Time's up.

Okeh. Here's my lame excuse of a post. Till next time ;)

Lynn.

This girl came over today! :) 

We had so much (fun?) grieving over Cory Monteith's death. Okaaaaaay. That certainly didn't come out right -____- But yeahhh. We even blogged a post together hahahah. 

Yesterday, 'someone' asked me to describe her.

I forgot to mention how supportive she is! For example,

Lynn lied. Not all the mafias, mind you >____>

She's one of the most supportive people I know, and I'm dedicating this post to her because I love her to bits and miss her like mad when I leave :'( 

Mourning over Cory Monteith

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

It's Jas and Lynn here.
Mourning over Cory Monteith's loss.

Both of us cannot ACCEPT HIS DEATH.
Finally his COD has been discovered.

Mixed Drugs Toxicity (heroin and alcohol). fml.

HOW THE HECK DOES HE LOOK LIKE A DRUG ADDICT OMG.
Just look at his face
"He has such a beautiful face *sighs* " - Jas

oh my god.

how can he be deadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

He doesn't even look like a drug addict. He looks fit and healthy. Even in interviews he looked NORMAL.  

"They were not meant to be together"- Hari. 

HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT. His reasoning - He died 2 weeks before his marriage. _________________(smth I forgot)

THIS IS HOW A DRUG ADDICT LOOKS.

*disclaimer : Please don't be an idiot and ask which one is the drug addict -_- 

More examples of drug addicts

"Dear Whitney, since you've a beautiful voice. I took a glam but drug addict picture of you lah okie" - Lynn

Okay fine lah it's not that we deny that he's a drug addict, cuz he himself admitted that he has a substance abuse problem. I think we're just in kind of in disbelief because he looks so normal that he can lead just a normal life. But some other stars (duwan mention who) who are waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay worse are still on this earth. Its so .. sad. And unfair. Like WHY LAH MUST IT BE CORY MONTEITH WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 

but Jas and I don't believe that Cory Monteith is dead. HE IS NOT. 

I think right, he faked his death so that he can escape from the entertainment world. YES. he did that. 

HE IS NOT DEAD. 

And now, he is living a secret identity, MAYBE IN MALAYSIA.

AND NOW. 

we end our grieving stage. that is all.

bye :( 

Weird Dream.

Don't mind me, I just need to document this immensely weird dream.

Yesterday, Evo asked me on ask.fm if I would die for a friend. I answered yes, and I guess this is what triggered my dream.

I can't remember who it was exactly, but there was this bad guy after Evo and I. We were facing each other at opposite sides of a empty space, and he had a gun. He wanted to shoot Evo so I jumped in front of her and I took a bullet to the left side of my stomach. I actually FELT the pain in my dream o___o Anyways, once that happened, I collapsed la. And surprisingly mummy was there and she was crying and all. Then I passed out.
The next time I woke up, I can't remember where I was but I was in bandages and all and everyone was so happy I was awake. The next scene I was in school, and I was walking around with Lynn. She kept asking me if I was okay and I kept saying I was. And so we went for PJ. For some weird reason, we had to do that trampoline thing (the one I hated at Cowboy Town) and me being stubborn, I still went for it. I went upppp - and then dropped down. The fear I had, added with the pain of the bullet wound was so terrible that I told the person in control to stop it after just one fall.

And then I went for CF. When I reached, I was early and so I was really happy with myself for not being late (since when am I ever late for CF -.- ). But once I stepped in, I remembered I didn't get anything for my mortal - yeah, apparently we were playing angels and mortals in CF. So yeah I had to go out again to get the stuffs. And for some reason the only 7 Eleven there was, was at some mall on the first floor. And this mall ah, when you enter, you're already on the first floor (usually ground floor.). So me thinking I was on the ground floor, I took the escalator up. Where I bumped into Gabriel and we chit chatted and lost track of time. By then I already realized I was on the wrong floor, so I went back down to the first. It was some weird escalator, but I can't really remember specifics. And then for some reason I went back up to the second floor. Dumb -.- Must have been too distracted talking to Gabriel. Anyways, by the time I bought the stuff from 7 Eleven, it was already late so I didn't go to CF.

And the rest of the dream was of me trying to get the attention of this guy I really like, but he was never noticed me. We were always with these few other girls that I don't recognize at all. But it wasn't like he was paying attention to them and not to me, more like he wasn't paying attention to any of us. Somemore I was injured and he didn't care, that sort of feeling was what I felt.

This dream really felt so real. I could feel the pain from the wound, I really could. I woke up today morning actually expecting to be waking up injured. But I wasn't.

I need someone to analyze my dreams and tell me what they mean. Anyone?

What Love Looks Like

My 3rd post in one day. I'm amazed at myself. This truly is hard proof that I've too much free time on my hands. At this rate, I should just post at night so I can compile everything into one looooong post and not spam your follow feeds. This will just be a short post anyways, just documenting something that just happened.

Usually during dinner, I'll get weird cravings for all sorts of things, usually mamak food like roti tisu, butter naan and etc. And because daddy loves me ♥, he will surely bring me out to satisfy those cravings. So he'll get changed and all, and I always ffk him in the end. Eheh. He'll get changed and he'll be waiting for me downstairs, and then I'll start to feel tired so I tell him I'm not going. Sometimes I don't even tell him, and end up falling asleep. I'm terrible, I know. Then the next day my dad will complain about how I keep ditching him and next time he won't bring me out anymore.

He says that every time, but the next time I ask him to bring me out, he will still get changed and wait for me. 

And that, I think, is beautiful. It's love. ♥

Oh on a random note, I created an ask.fm account! 

Quick Update!

I know, I know. You thought it was the Malacca post. I'm sorry to disappoint, but nopedity nope. It's really really really really long and I know I'm unable to finish it tonight. Reasons being: a) I'm lazy. b) I'm busy. c) Make up your own reason.

While typing this, I'm currently packing for CF Camp tmrw! Which coincidentally, is again, in Malacca. To be honest, I'm kind of taking a break from packing - more like I'm unable to pack.  Because unfortunately, my luggage bag is on top of my cupboard and due to my miniature size, I can't reach it T______T #shortpeopleproblems
So now, I have to wait for my parents to come home so someone can help me take it. I can actually just go downstairs and bring the ladder up, but that would mean lugging it upstairs, then downstairs, AND I'm sort of scared of using ladders. I mean, it's so shifty I can just fall. Somemore taking luggage means I have only one hand to stabilize myself instead of two. So it's a big NO. NO.

Anyways, here's some things I have to do:
1. Visit Lynn at Espresso Lab.
2. Visit Shman at Espresso Lab.
3. Get transport for camp.

Actually for #3, I have mummy lah. But I'm trying to make a point here, so just shush.

So the point is, I AM KILLING 3 BIRDS WITH ONE STONE TOMORROWWWWW! :D I will be following Lynn and Shman to work tomorrow, and I'll be hanging with them all morning! :D Can't wait to disturb those two people and have them serve me HOHOHOHO. I'm such a great friend :') And at around 1, Shman will drop me off at college, yay! :D #takingadvantage

Yeap, that's it laa. Just letting y'guys know that I won't be around from tmrw till Sunday! Quite mengada lah, idk who I'm informing because it's not like I have any real readers.  HAHAHAHAHA siok sendiri.

Oh and I feel like writing some notes for some people and passing to them during CF Camp.

Kays lah, that's all for now. Byebyeee! :)

Grandma: You know ah, your daddy keeps telling me that he can't bear to let you go.
Grandma: ........ *tears*
Mummy: *tears*
Me: DON'T DO THAT *bawls*

I'm almost able to do a full split yayyyyyy! :D AND I can finally touch my knee with my forehead wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh :D Achievements, achievements! :)

Things I NEED.

(Notice I said NEED and not 'want') :P

And no, I'm not a spoiled brat >_____>

Need. New. Bag.

A big teddy bear / Big teddy bears! ♥ ;3

A DLSR! 

A polaroiddddddddddd! ♥

Guys' watch! If y'all know me really well, you'd know that I've a thaaaang for guys watches ;)

Les Mis Novel!

And the piano song book :)

An all expenses paid trip to New Zealand.

And a Lotus Evora ;)

*hinthint

Zankius! :D

Interview #1;

Nervous. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Why isn't 'Do You Hear The People Sing' in the Les Mis soundtrack whyyyy D:

FIREEEEEEEE

Just found out that based on Chinese Astrology, my element is fire.

Not JUST fire, I'm a raging, fiery, forest fire - strong and powerful and reckless and immensely dangerous and will destroy anything in it's path >;) *I'm even scaring myself now*

RUN PEOPLE RUN IT'S A FOREST FIREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 

And speaking of fire,

I laike this pitcha.

Heh ;D 

Tangled, :)

I finally, FINALLY watched Tangled. Regret not watching it earlier T_____T

And now, I sheepishly admit that I've a huge crush on ...

Flynn Rider, an animated character. Just great :'D And I just spammed y'all with a spam of his exquisite looks. I HAVE NO SHAME.

I end with this ^ . 

I Like Big Bears And I Cannot Lie >:D

Somebody buy me a bearbear like this pretty please? :3 I will ♥ you forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ...
Yeah, you get the picture :P

Waitingggggggggggggggggg

For Lynn to finish 'cheating' on her moral paper. Those people ah, serious amazing.

I want ice cream.