if i were a boy (:

tagged by lynn (:

Rules :
- Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people.

JANUARY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

* i made them italic cause bold isn't tht clear (:
** teehee :) i'm not even sure of what i am myself! XD

DECEMBER
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor

the 10s you wanna tag.
uhh. lynn tagged almost everyone! =_=

1. jannah
2. lynn? (:
3. evo
4. nik! ;D
5. leeking
6. ah keong
7. dash
8. nafis
9. kml
10. yiling

underdog!

she hates it
but she takes it
watch out for that girl
one day she may change the world!

haha. i'm helping jnnh promote.
my #1 fav song right now :D
view it here
lalala~ :)

grr. i miss you guys!! >.<

looks or personality?

grr. i argued with my cousin yesterday. and about what? the title says it all. she says that looks are important, while i said that personality is more important. grr. she says she's attracted to guys that look HOT. not because of their personality or anything, but because they're hot. i mean, WTH?! =.=" come on laa. and whats more, i had just been insulted of my looks by someone, whom i'd rather not name. GRR.

so, looks or personality? i think personality. looks are important, but i dont think any relationship, even friendship, can last just because you like the other person's looks. its pointless. looks aren't everything, like they say ' its inner beauty that counts '. and i think that's true. what's the point if a person is attractive, but their just terrible, terrible people inside? whats the point? i'm not saying that looks aren't important in life. looks are important, but not as a whole. they just play a small role. so what if you're attractive-looking? SO? its not like looks can guarantee you a happy, successful life, right?

we've been deceived by this generation's point of view. we admire people because of their looks. i'm not saying that it's wrong, but. imagine if we picked a president, or someone important, because of their looks, but they're terrible at what they do. the world would just come crashing down. personality is a much bigger part of life. a person with a powerful, strong personality may just be guaranteed a great life. while those with weak, soft personalities will just, lose out.

picking someone as a friend, or as your partner in any relationship, whether its friendship, love, business, etc. wouldn't work out if the only steady ground is looks. wouldn't it be better to have someone whom you can communicate with, share your troubles, work together, etc?

grr. i think i've ranted enough >.<
this is for kml, pfft. see? i updated. now read and COMMENT. ;P

*sigh* D':

maybe it was meant to be this way,
but it just seems so wrong.
what use are hopes,
if they don't ever come true.
the feeling of hopeless,
so overwhelming.
i need to stop dwelling on this things.
prayers and hopes are never enough.


lynn, i need you ):

time and time again;

its all gone,
all hopeless now.
let's just turn away.

i want to be alone. leave!
don't ask me whts wrong. i won't tell.
):

why not?

all because i was feeling so stressed,
i scored four goals in basketball.
3 in a row, omg.!! without even going round the hoop thingy, just went in, straight! O.o
the other one was much later.
i couldn't believe it either.
i felt so much like yelling, and i did.
grr. ):
i'm lost. i dont know what to do. )':

i am myself, nothing will change :D

not as pretty as lynn,

not as fun as jnnh,

not as sweet as evo,

teehee.

still, i am me! :D

sorry tamb. i was bored. teehee, nthing else to do!

20 questions people don't ask

i'm bored. and decided to do a survey. grr. killing time :D

when was the last time you ran?
- uhhh. just now. to pick up my phone!

do your jeans have rips/ tears/ holes in them?
- pfft. i don't think so!

what are you dreading right now?
- THE RAIN! STOP STOP STOP!

do you celebrate 420?
- whts 420? -___-

do you get the 8 full hours of sleep every night?
- NEVER!

if anyone came to your hse on your lazy days, what would you do?
- go to the BASKETBALL COURT! ;D

who last grabbed your ass?
- uhh. tht was a LONG time ago. evonia!! :D

how do most people spell your name?
- jess! (: haha

what do you do when you're sad?
- CRY. CRY. CRY )':

have you ever stayed online a long time waiting for someone?
- yeah. ALL THE TIMEE (:

have you ever kicked a vending machine?
- YEAH! i was around 7/8. i saw people doing it on tv, so i followed =.="

who or what sleeps with you?
- my phone :D it snores under my pillow XD

is anyone on your bad side now?
- YESS YESS YESS! UGHH. i'm tired of sucking up!

what are you doing tomorrow?
- going for tuition? teehee, looking forward to it!! :)

do you know anyone with the same name as you?
- no one! my name is SPECIAL ;P

what irritates you the most on the internet?
- seriously, idk. but it must be those pop-up thingies. -____-

could you live without a computer?
- i dont think so, NO! =.="

at what age did you find out that santa wasn't real?
- thisyear! haha. i can't rmbr. >.<

what's the first thing you do when you go online?
- sign in to messenger! (:

favourite name for a girl?
- jaslyn! teehee (:

i'm tagging :-
* lynn
* jnnh
* evonia
* leeking
* kamal

there! i'm helping you guys kill boredom! (:

i miss school,
i miss 2 omg and all the noise we make,
miss all the laughter,
all the gay stuff that we do ):

dear Lynn,

lynn. i tried.
i can't.
blame me, i know i'm GUTless :D

i just heard the MOST insulting thing ever. actually, heck. it was yesterday. but who cares?

when i visited my dad yesterday, at the hospital >.<
my uncle was there. i haven't seen him in a REALLY REALLY LONG TIME.
his 1st words to me were " jaslyn, you look like you haven't gotten taller laaa "
i was dumbfounded.
i mean, WTH? OMG I NEED TO GET TALLER.
and it so doesn't help when some oh-so-kind people make fun of my height. not only mentioning it, but trying to show it. come on laa. i know i know i know I'M SHORT.

FINEEEEE. GREAT. just GREAT.
i've made my resolution.
# PLAY BASKETBALL AND GET TALLER!!!

hopefully, i will. XD

i was bored =.="
and my dad was SLEEPING. *sigh*

i wanna go for basketball again ;D
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala (:

drip drop

OMG YAY!
yesterday was GREATTTTTT! ;D
lynn, jnnh, and me went to the basketball court. and and lynn scored 4 goals kot.
and she went -
" wai kit is my lucky star " :)

haha. i scored 2, only one!! no fair. but there were so many close-calls! haha. kml is my lucky star :D he was yelling about me missing the goal and craps. HAH. IN YOUR FACE KAMAL! I SCORED ! XP

1/2 hour after we were there, it drizzled. and lynn and jnnh wanted to go back to my hse. but i stayed, so they HAD TO STAY ;D they actually called kml and jab to be our ' CHAPERONES ' =.=" this was getting gay. and lynn was like OMGJUAN. XP

i nearly got killed by jannah. with MY UMBRELLA, WHICH SHE RUINED. >.<

i love you guys :)
come again on monday??? :D

suddenly i just have this burning hatred for -
FAIRYTALES.
yes, you got it right. FAIRYTALES.
and you didn't read it wrong either. i'm serious.

ohh those so awesome fairytales. all of them with HAPPY ENDINGS?
i mean, like please laa. face it. that's just not reality.
face the world. ughh. the real world, not the fantasies.
where there are no HAPPY ENDINGS unless you really work and slave for them.

cinderella
all she had to do was to wish
sleeping beauty
she shall only awaken by 'true loves first kiss'
beauty and the beast
the beast turned back into a handsome prince in the end, didn't he?
every story with a happy ending. 'AND THE LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER. THE END' tada! (':
i mean, COME ON LAA! even shrek, kay? SHREK. lived happily ever after. YAY! NOT. =.=

OHH WHAT CRAP. if this were real life, how great life would be.
we wouldn't have to spend hours hoping and praying for something.
just wish and *POOF* there you go! everything's alright again! =.=
i still remember when i was younger, i read all those storybooks. and i believed every word. HOW NAIVE >.<
my parents should have just given me some other books about real life. instead of those make-believe worlds, which never really seem to help.

ughh. reality is harsh. fantasies are a dream.
i think i wanna sleep. and dream. ><

my dears,

sorry but i won't be able to msg that much anymore. ):
my phone bill is shooting wayyyy up.
if there's anything, CALL! kay? CALL!
don't msg. cause i won't reply. kay?
I WON'T REPLY!

missing you guys,
jas

friend files : wai kit (:

name : SIN WAI KIT
age : 14
birthday : 29 apr
school : currently, SMKBJ. :/
favourite sayings : what you talking?!
favourite gay : ZEEEEE! f
avourite smiley : XD
favourite prs : jnnh !! f
avourite pengawas : jas jas jas! yayy! f
avourite food : choki chokis :D
favourite blog : mine!
favourite song : when you look me in the eyes! by jonas brothers!!
best known for : twisting people's names. ughh =.=
LOVES? : joeeeeeee! ;P and and teasing me about my height! i know lahh i'm short!
favourite picture??

(:

ughh. got tagged by yiling. so, lets start.

1. do you think you're hot?
not at all. =.="

2. upload your favourite picture of you!
3. why do you like that picture?
i don't know. that's the best picture i have, i guess (:

4. when was the last time you at pizza?
can't remember. ohyeah! 2nd november ><

5. the last song you listened to?
uhh. goodnight and goodbye by JOE!

6. what are you doing now besides this?
chatting with janoh :D

7. what name would you prefer besides yours?
none. i love my name, cause its special XD

People to tag :
1. lynn
2. jnnh
3. evo
4. lee
5. nafis!

8. who's number one?
forever my bestest friend ;)

9. number 3 is having a relationship with?
ME ME ME! XP

10. say something about number 5?
he's gay :D

11. how about number 4?
ohh. LEE SO CUTEEEEE :)

12. who is number 2?
JANNAH TAMBI! MY DARLING JNNH!

WAI KIT IS SUPER AWESOME!
JESS YOUR BF IS SO AWESOME!

i know i know! he is awesome, kann? :D

jabb's story. ;P

jabb says:
jas
jabb says:
u have a 33.33% chance that u will commit suicide
jabb says:
so u better do something funn bfore i see your face on the frontpage of NST saying


Ling Hui Shan Jaslyn,14,fell off a building . wheres DATIN?? the police believed she was pushed by a big,big stomach ,a pregnant one so.. wheres DATIN?? further investigation shows.. a student named YOng EE Lynn,14 and NIk Hazreen Nik Fauzi,14 was smacking the door to everyone tht passedthrought the class 2omega meanwhle..... victim ,jaslyn was luring people to walk infront of their class and standin at the kakilima tgkat 3 . while they were doing tht.. datin and zana was running around the shool chase by flying sperms. . so datin and zana was running around to run away from them. so.. lynn and nik smacked the door and hit datin and her stomach hit jaslyn. and she slipped off and fell. meanwhileee the students was doing lompat tinggi downstairs and it was wai kit's turn to jump. he jumped.. but he didn't make it. so he fell flat on the tilam. a short while after that, jaslyn fell beside him. HAHA!

the rest, ASK JBBR. =.=" so gay lahh.

faking smiles is what i do best,
cause what's outside is what people see,
they never dig deep and see the rest.

it's the end of the world )':

i'm god's personal joke.
no, i'm not. MY LIFE IS HIS COMEDY ROUTINE! )':
seriously.

why why why must this be happening now?
couldn't it be some other time???!!!!!

)': WHY?!