fui nyuk, i miss you :(

it's not every day that you can just pour out your heart to some random person in just one night.
it's so rare to find someone whom you don't really know that'll really listen and share they're secrets with you as well :/

we shared everything in just that night, around 2 hours walk? O_O
i miss those times, i miss you :/
and i miss the rest of you guys too :/

oh yeah, to all who got straight As, congrats! :D

back-of-blaguss-bus gang, :D

to all the back-of-the-blaguss-bus gang,

- liene

- michelle

- kris

i miss you guys already :(

and

it's just been one dayyyy :(

i miss playing games with you guys,

- choi dai di

- mao -.-

- uno ( we managed to play uno without uno cards, we used playing cards instead )

- mafia :D

- old maid

:/

i miss the havoc that we made, until so many people complained that they couldn't sleep,

i miss the laughter and the fun :(

you guys made this trip so much more enjoyable!
too bad we only met each other on the last 3 days :(

we've gotta keep in touch, not let this just become a short-term friendship :/

here's to us :)

top: me, michelle, and liene
bottom: kris and jason

btw, guess how old kris is! :D

i got the olympus fe 4010 :D yay! :D

i want this D:

officially team jacob :D

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who would choose edward over THIS? -.-
fr more info, visit this :D

haha, i still remember this
jas/jannah/evo/lynn : omg so hotttt :D

jannah and lynn thinking i spilled popcorn on ming jet and laughed their ass off. and we missed a part of the movie -.-
pffffffffft.

oh well, new moon was boring. at first. till jacob showed up. then it was fun :D

peeps, i'll be at vietnam starting tmrw, plane leaving at 6am

(EDITED)
change of flight, 8am -.-

bye peeps :D

goodbye raisin cookies D:

my dad finished them all T.T

eeeeeeeee nyummy :D
i just baked raisin cookies ;)

go go try!www.joyofbaking.com/RaisinCookies.html

i hate holidays :(
i miss everyone already :(
i just wanna go back to school :'(

i'm gonna miss 3 omega i'm gonna miss 3 omega i'm gonna miss 3 omega D:

oh well. last day of sch :/
spent most of the day helping out at the pendaftaran for next year's form 1s, after being forced to, of course.
i helped pn seow at the sjk(c) and sjk(t) section.
it was like what khai kern said "the person who cannot speak chinese is helping out at the chinese counter" -.- gay!

and anddddd i regret :/
of all days, i HAD to start talking to wei nam on the LAST day -.-
ishhhhh

i'll miss the form 5s :/

goodbye, 3 omega :'(

yesterday, evo and i were playing snap in the hall when two form 5 guys came and asked to play with us.
they were just random people, and now thinking of it, i find it hilarious ;D

the year's coming to an end, it flew by :/
i wish we could just turn back time :/

lynn when playing monopoly : I SHALL BANGKIT SEMULA LIKE DONALD TRUMP!
bt in the end, FAILLL ;D

i detest, loathe, despise, hate and strongly dislike YOU, arsehole.

so get lost.



p.s. a GREAT philosohoper once said 'life is shitty, don't make it shittier'
guess who? lynn ;D
teramat sangat GREAT ;D

deserted. again.

i'm so upset with someone :(
really really upset :(

i burned my finger while baking apple crumble D;

owwwwwwwww D;

hahahahaha! guess what i found?
THIS:-

jess
evo
jannah

OMG i am sleepy again
asal? I am awake because I feel like pissing :D
Haha.. dun sleep... it is CHAPTER 4!!!
PFFT whats so interesting about chap 4 anyway?!
Its about the art of fucking.
Hehe... isn't it fun.., Listen, see then fuck a random guy. Haha...
OMG WTHECK ! WHY DON'T YOU GO FUCK ANOTHER RANDOM GUY !
OMG. I AM JUST KIDDING LA... Btw, tak best pun.. Hehe..
agak suck la. (hurls)
eee you two are so disturbing =___= like haziq >D
eh bela. I am mre innocent n aweshome :D
Noo... I am a innocent girl tat u can ever find in this world. And, and pls throw tis freaking paper.
no no. DELETE! DELETE JESS
OMG DELETE! REMEMBER! heh. i am the most innocent of all XD heehee.
Belah .
Yalah belah la... i am paling innocent...
-________- Shaddap :D
eee. you 2 shaddap laa. i paling innocent and baik o:D heh. like an angel :)
i noe, i noe u r telling me rite? so nice of u.
I ♥ Halim
haha. I ♥ lynn XD NOT. i drew my own pundi kencing :) haha .
Bladder - temporary storage for urine before removal.
Hoho.. urinary system rocks
chyeah XD bored bored BLOODY BORED
as long as I ada kerja I tak bosan. salin on the board
Haha sama
eee
we r running outta paper
Sci sucks haha i noe

ZI KENT IS A CRAZY AND DELUDED INDIVIDUAL. HE WILL DIRTY YOUR MIND AND WILL CHECK EVEN FAIRYTALES FOR SX18 SCENES. HE IS CRAZY. CRAZY! RUN AWAAAAY!

he makes Enchanted sound like a porn movie. he said in his oh-so-super-apek-syle voice :
"You know that lady ah? In the Enchanted movie? She so beautifoo right? And sosexy."

dammittt. and zee thought i was crazy.


HAHAHAHAHA! i was just re-reading jannah's blog and i found THIS. hahahahaha ;)

" i admit i cheated,

don't know why i did it"

- come back to me by utada

this song was on the radio,

and it brought back memories of pmr, when lynn suddenly started singing it =.=

my hand hurts, who knew snap could be so harsh?

thanks to jab, evo, and andrew

wait. exclude andrew, he wasn't the ones hitting my hand -.-

pft. i must have gone crazy, sleeping ( with evo ) for AN HOUR in class -.-

playing snap and screaming stuff like "ek"(?!) , "i win!" , and just plain screaming O.o

something must've gone into me -.-

btw, jannah, sorry for the STRESS kay? :D

heeeee ;)

BIRTHDAY UPDATE :D

[x] lucky charm bracelet - THANK YOU LYNN :D
[x] boys like girls' self titled album - THANK YOU JANNAH, EVO, JAB AND BAK SUR ;D
[x] where rainbows end - thank you minnie (;
[x] all american rejects' when the world comes down - thank youuu leek ;)

oh yeah! and a michael jackson tee from jannah and evo ;P

am currently waiting for blg's love drunk or all american rejects 1st/2nd album from minnie :)

you guys, thank you for such an awesome birthday! ;)
- jannah
- evo
- lynn
- jab
- kml
- minnie

thank you thank you thank you!
thank you for dressing up,
- jannah as arabic gal,
- evo as um. ghost ;)
- lynn as ummmm i can't remember, lemme call her -.- A BANDIT ;D
- jab as a ladybug :O
- kml as a hawaian guy kut -.-
- minnie as a pirate

thank you for the food

and for lying to me OVER AND OVER AGAIN
and and for throwing EGGS AND KAYA at me -.-
somemore jab mean soul, baling at my neck and it's sakit T.T

overall, it was my awesomest birthday, thanks to you all! :)
and i loveeeeeee you guys ;)

and for those of you who wished me, i love you too! ;)

p.s. i now understand what lynn meant by "jas, don't throw stones la" xP

today was kinda fun :D

as usual, jab, lynn, evo, jannah and me skipped the taklimat crap, and ponteng-ed in class :)
pictionary was gay =.=
cause, leek and theeban were gay at drawing -.-
leek drew a crab that somehow came out like a fish, and theeb drew a crab that had chickens' legs -.-

after recess, we created a 4-part love poem :D
this actually started with jab finding a love poem written by a person for her boyfriend -.-
thenn, the guys -jab, leek, theeb and andrew- took turns reading it to me, which was really really gay -.-

and thus, jab and jannah decided to create our own poems, which were inspired by random stuff which have nothing to do with love, for example
- love transportation, inspired by the blood circulatory system
- the andrew's poem, inspired by chess
- shitty love, inspired by shitting -.-
- breathing for love, inspired by the respiratory system

it was hilarious, jannah, lynn, jab and me creating POEMS? xD
sadly, i dont have them though. so i can't post.

JANNAH, post! i wanna copy and paste :)

after that, played 'bullshit' and 'snap'
hee :D
jab, i wanna have revenge, cause you hurt my hand D:

can't wait for haziq's open hse tmrw! ;)

ohh, today was agak boring :/
as usual, nth to do -.-

haha, thts why i slept in class, using syamim's pillow! :D
can you believe it?
syamim and kml brought pillows to sch -.-

anyway, it rained, so i stayed at sch till about 3? O.o
hung out with evo, leek, jab and ashman.
evo left first, followed by shman, leek and jab.

p.s. omg the library tch has 10 CHILDREN?! -_______________-

so fucking bloody pissed. UGH!

"hell hath no fury like i woman scorned."

heck, I HATE YOU.

I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA :D

[ ] a lucky charm bracelet
[ ] breaking dawn!
[ ] twilight ( i only have new moon and eclipse :/ )
[ ] boys like girls' self titled album
[ ] boys like girls' read between the lines
[ ] boys like girls' love drunk :D
[ ] tickets to watch 'this is it'
[ ] tickets for taar concert D:
[x] where rainbows end - cecilia ahern
[ ] more storybooks? :)
[ ] all american rejects' self titled album
[ ] all american rejects' move along
[ ] all american rejects' when the world comes down :)
[ ] the gift - cecilia ahern
[ ] can you keep a secret? - sophie kinsella
[ ] twenties girl - sophie kinsella
[ ] remember me? - sophie kinsella
[ ] a lbd/lwd

oh well, i want so many things -.-
i'll bet there's more, so i'll add them if i remember xD

please please, to all the kind souls in the world, get me these? ;)
for my birthday? :D
if you do, i'll love you alot alot :)

oh well, it's like what lynn said
- "it's their loss right?"

and what jannah said
- ".... can go suck it!"

that certainly puts things into perspective.

to -you know who you are-

this year's been tough. but well, we survived through it, right? love and heartbreak, we have to realize, come hand in hand. we got through it, but not without scars and feeling hurt. whatever you go through, i'm always here for you. always. :)

p.s. i was rejected by SOMETHING, not SOMEBODY.

haha ;D

rejection,
it hurts like hell.

being pissed as well, i hate jason's friends.

sunway was awesome :D

i think we're banned from sunway lagoon,
banned from sushi king,
banned from sunway,
everything -.-

embarassing moments :D

*leeking putting the plates on the conveyer belt, and they dropped, and everyone stared at us as we turned around and thought "i don't know him i don't know him" =.=
*jab comparing his height to caucasions' heights and screaming SHIT after they passed by -.-
*spinning in the teacups like crazy FREAKS cause of leek -.-
*rejecting the waitress's offer for our bill in sushi king REPEATEDLY, they were trying to halau us -.-
*lynn ordering stuff in japanese, and the waitress going 'HUH?!'
*me paying the cashier in many many 1 bucks -.-
*jannah licking the soya sauce of the saucer
*leek eating edamame beans without taking off the skin; he was PULLING AND PULLING xD
*jab screaming at the chinese guys for smoking on the ride "OI STUPIDDDDDDDD! you want us to die isit?!" (they didn't hear, of course! )
*jannah and me laughing hysterically at the statue at the back of the ride xD
*jab having to sit with a caucasian guy on the colorado splash ride xD with his KAYU xD
*RUNNING from the water on the river rapids ride -.- but everyone still got super wet -.-

need to hold on to memories,
hopefully they won't disappear :)

WHOEVER SAYS THAT I'LL DEFINITELY GET STRAIGHT As, I'M NOT TALKING TO YOU.

GET THAT?!
UGH.

PMR'S OVER! ;D

bt for some reason, i dont feel THAT enthusiastic -.-
ah well, sunway tmrw! (:

my 300th post, and i'm DEPRESSED.

i never should've told anyone what i did for my science paper, cause they started correcting me, and now, i'm just so depressed. D:

if bm was hard, science made me want to jump off the building.
ugh. and people who say that i'll get an A anyway just make it even worse.
it's as though you guys think that everything's just going to be okay for me.

here's something to know - IT'S NOT.

ugh. superly overly depressing D:

watch me STAB a knife through myself.

anyway, tai kor, thank you for the pressie okay? i appreciate it (:

OMG PMR IS TOMORROW D':

good luck, people! :)

the nearer pmr gets, the lazier i am.

ugh.

TWO TWO TWO D:

THREEEEE :/

FOURRRR

FIVEEEEE

should've learned not to put my hopes too high,

should've learned my lesson.

but again i've made the same mistake

and all's shrouded in disappointment.

hopes dashed,

everything's crumbling down.

just a split second,

and it's all gone.

just like a flower,

in winter.

like a forgotten lover,

still longing to be together.

like a leaf in the wind,

landing on the ground,

never making it back up again

after falling down.

time passes,

repeating the same routine,

over and over again.

nature's not going to stop the rain,

winter isn't going to disappear,

there's always going to be something called 'fear'.

say goodbye to hope,

turn your eyes back to the pain,

once again.

maybe this time you'll learn.

-jas-

this post is specially dedicated to :

the b.p, ( big pig ) :D
my b.p tai kor,

tan ming jet ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B.P ;D

and, to my aunt and snug as well ;)

6 MORE DAYS ):

p.s. scheduled

7 DAYS OKAY?

7 DAYS!

p.s. this was scheduled :D

i was listening to mj's 'you are not alone' just now, and i remembered something funny dash told me.

" imagine if you're all alone late at night, and suddenly you hear that song. isn't it scary? "

these lines:

" you are not alone

i am here with you :O "

ah well, pmr is in 8 DAYS! 8 DAYS ONLY! D:

and and i have no motivation to study ):

grrrrrrr.

i needa continue studying nowwwww,

bye peeps ):

she stared at him

with bloodshot eyes,

wishing it was all a dream.

her body trembling,

her voice just a whisper,

lost in the silence.

she said, "to hell with you,

i just don't care anymore.

now go away,

and leave me alone."

he turned around and walked out the door,

gave her one last look of disdain.

she couldn't take it anymore.

with a cry, she picked up the knife

and stabbed him through the heart.

his glassy cold eyes bore into her

as blood stained the marble floor.

-jas-

this is how i feel,
about pmr,
i wanna MURDER it.
ughh D:

guess what?

my brother and ashwin are HERE beside me,

and they're taking GAY tests :)
eg, how many times do you need sex in a week?

etc. EW

fck fck fck jason.

i loathe you.
i detest you.
i hate you.

i LOATHE you.

hm.

piano exam, results :)

i PASSED, with a MERIT! omg omg :) unbelievable!!!!!

123/150, people! :)

anyways, happy hari raya, everyone (;

tan ming jet,

i hate you!

again.

seriously.

two words.

OH WELL, i give up. :'(

what would hurt you the most?

hm. true!
and it happens ALL THE TIME D;

haircut, and a new hairstyle :)

Level 1:
[x]Sleep in class
[x]Talked in class
[x]not seating at your own place in class -as usual, i don't. i sit at evo's :)
[x]Scolded by a teacher
[x]Litter the classroom
[x]Did not do your homework at least 15 times
[x ]Submitted your homework late at least 10 times
[ ]Came late for school at least 10 times
[ ]brought/wore home clothes without school's permission
[x]brought/wore jewellery to school
[x]did not pay attention in class for at least 60% of the time
[ ]cried out "sian" or "wa lao wei"and"diam cet lar" to the teacher
[]plucked a flower/ killed a plant in school
[x]copied other people's homework in desperation
[x]played a trick on your classmates/teacher

Total so far: 11

Level 2:
[ ]sent for detention class
[x]late in class
[x]not wearing your school uniform (if you have) properly
[ ]shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[x]scolding vulgarities in class
[ ]spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[x]used a school facility without school's permission
[ ]played soccer/basketball or any other sports in classroom
[ ]singing loudly during lesson
[x]walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[x]did not greet the teacher properly
[x]went to the toilet during lesson time without permission - i just did it with lynn :D
[ ]played a trick on the teacher during april fools
[ ]used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump
[x]made yourself a nuisance to the teacher

Total so far: 19

Level 3:
[]was asked to stay back after school/ break time
[ ]made a fool out of morning assembly
[ ]wasted the school's toilet paper
[ ]sabotaged someone
[x]irritated someone

Total so far: 20

Level 4:
[]forged your parent's signature
[x]forged a classmate's signature - haha, every free period ;)
[ ]forged a teacher's signature
[ ]made rude remarks to the school cleaners in front of them
[ ]flew a paper aeroplane down from the school from at least the fourth storey

Total so far: 21

Level 5:
[ ]fiddling with your handphone during lesson time
[ ]played with your PSP in school
[x]using school computer to play games without a teacher's permission
[x]listened to an MP3 player in school
[ ]messed with the teacher's pigeon hole

Total so far: 23

Level 6:
[x]vandalising with school property
[ ]tried to defame your school in public
[x]used the internet to scold teachers
[ ]fought with someone in school
[ ]shoplifted in school

Total so far: 25

Level 7:
[ ]cheated in a class test
[ ]cheated in a school examination
[ ]cheated for your PSLE/ GCE 'O' or 'A' Level Examination
[x]Lied to your teacher
[ ]played truancy for hall assemblies/ specific lessons
Total so far: 26

Level 8:
[ ]took drugs in school
[ ]smoked in school
[ ]set fire to something in the school
[ ]locked the teacher out of the classroom
[ ]played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance

Total so far: 26

Level 9:
[x]refused to pay school fees
[ ]cheated the school money
[ ]stole things which belonged to the school
[ ]bullied someone in school
[ ]pranked called your school

Total so far: 27

Level 10:
[x]raised your voice/shouted against a student leader - you mean yym? xD
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against a teacher
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your principal

Total so far: 28

Level 11:
[ ]brought weapons to the school
[ ]brought real firearms to the school
[ ]brought a real bomb to the school
[ ]fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill
[ ]dressed up as a terrorist to school

Grand total : 28

Ranks:If you are between 0-15 - {I am a good student}
If you are between 16-20- {I am a good student but with occasional trouble}
If you are between 21-30- {I am an average student}
If you are between 31-40- {I am a bad student}
If you are between 41-50- {I am a very bad student}
If you are between 51-60- {I should have been caned by the discipline master}
If you are between 61-65- {I should have been expelled from school}
If you are between 66-75- {I should have been sent to a reformatory centre}

jaslyn :

Jaslyn is a person usually female, who is an incredible friend. She has a lot of problems of her own but is always there to stick up for friends. She has a big heart and is very street smart. Everyone that knows her is very lucky to know and, be friends with her. But be careful if you ever get on her bad side.. She will kill you.
- urbandictionary.com

tagged, by sarah

1.Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
um. forehead?

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
i wanna go back to sleep :/

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
that's a LONG time ago -_- um. lynn, jannah and evo :)

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
spoiled? hahaaaaa. NO.

5.Will you ever donate blood?
if i get the chance, yeah :D

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yeah, and i still have :)

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
yeah!

8. What does your last text message say?
"did he ask for urs-?" from ashni :)

9.What are u thinking right now?
i should be sleeping :/

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
yeah, lynn, jannah and evo :)

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 something?

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
i can't remember -_-

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
nopee

14.Who was the last person who text you?
ashni

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
1. lynn
2. evo
3. jannah
4. nikaay
5. hari
6. andrew
7. kit
8. dash
9. jab
10. hzq

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
i'm not saying :D

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
obviously, female -_-

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
haha, that would be hilarious. i think.

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
?

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
can't remember :/

20. Is no. 4 single?
i'm not sure. :/

21.Say something about no. 2
she's an awesome tambaye, she's my backbone :)

22.What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
this ain't never gonna happen -_-

p.s. i knowwwwwww, its like 2am and i'm not asleep. grrrrrrrr

what if i said, i miss you?

could we turn back the clock and start over?

because i now know that i wasn't thinking straight, and i made one of the biggest mistakes of my life.

well, i'll just go on and say it.
i'm sorry, and i miss you.

"we have nothing to fear but fear itself"

franklin roosevelt

this is yong ee lynn. the typical lala gemuk tambayeeee :D

haha, thank goddd lynn's phone can't take pics -_- or else she'll have one of me doing the exact same thing :D

i just realised a few things :

1. lynn looks like mulan :)
2. i couldn't get her picture to compareeeeee D:
3. the chances of me to get taller is SLIM ):
4. i want to eat ais kacang so badly :/

evo evo i miss you ):

come back from genting please pleaseeeeeeee? :)

lynn + hari + evo are mean ):

well, not evo. cause she was at genting.

hari and lynn thenn!

lynn is mean cause :
* she left me aloneeeee at tuition because
* she was at klcc and
* she didn't tell me earlier
* and and she didn't invite me D:

yung meng is an awesome pie :)
cause he teman-ed me when i was bored :D

dash, ily cause you blogged :)

tan ming jet, if you're reading this,
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.
okay?

lots of things have been happening this past week, and i just feel like screaming when thinking of them.

how could i be so blind?
how? how how??

):

the title 'friend' doesn't belong to me anymore, what more the title of 'best friend',

i was right all along, i just don't belong with you guys. still, thanks for everything.

you don't just hide things from me and expect me to forget it,
i'm not a forgetter, and i'll always remember.

12/8
:'(

i hate myself for caring. i hate patching things up and working out problems whenever something goes wrong. because you know what? nobody even cares. it just goes on unnoticed. i must be stupid, repeating the same mistake over and over again. in the end, i'm just wasting my energy trying to please everyone.

why not just pretend i don't exist?

sometimes i feel like that unwanted stranger in the streets.

just finished piano exam.

overall, it was okay. and ironically, the guy's name was JULIAN.
HAHAHA. i started laughing when i saw his name, so it was okay. ;D

pleaseplease pleaseeeee i wanna get a merit!
i'm gonna miss evo's sabo D:

muahahaha :D

admitting he's a noob, mr sin wai kit :)

hip hip hooray, it's a pie's birthday! :)

an alien named evonia :O

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVOOEEEEH! :D

i love you and i love you and i love you more than an sfl, OKAY?

haha.

and, i just wanted to say, i hate it when my brother's friends come over -_____-

DEADLY ANNOYING OKAAAAY?!

haha. revenge is sweet :)

lynn's sabo 2

haha. eggs + kaya + ROTTEN honey :D

after sch, near jannah's house.
jannah dragged lynn to her hse to eat AYAM PENYEK? -_-
they were supposed to walk but but lynn's grandma drove instead, thus we got a little confused. by us, i mean, leek, evo, minnie, jab and me :)
so jannah walked around her hse and started yelling about uzairi, and lynn got saboed.
"LYNN LYNN LOOK! UZAIRI!"
lynn immediately stopped to look, and we STARTED THROWING STUFFS ;D

funny.
i threw an egg at her, and guess what she screamed?
"jas, don't throw stones la!"
XD

dear yong ee,

muahahaha :)
today is officially a yong ee's birthday!

happy birthday, darling :)
hopefully everything that you wish for, you will get!

and and gaylord, i love youuuuuu ;D

yesterday, we had lynn's sabo :)

jannah actually baked muffins! ONE of them was specially for lynn. instead of sugar, there was SALT AND 'LADA' in it! muahahaha :D
haha, and we bought a choc cake for lynn as well.
quite low-key though :/

too bad, i didn't get to smear any cake on yung meng!
heh. he'll get it next time (:

anyway, HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY, DARLING! :)
I LOVEEEEEEEEE YOU

Some really distressing things happened today, but i prefer NOT to think about them, cause they just make me PISSED. basically, i just embarassed myself in front of a WHOLE CROWD of people, ie ming jet, don, yung meng, sarah, ashman, leeking, sharif, and ETC. -__-

okay, past that. something EVEN MORE surprising happened today :)
someone got SOMETHING from ANOTHER SOMEONE :D
for the VERRRRRY FIRST TIME (:
i salute the another someone, cause he/she ain't chicken anymore XD

anyway, yesterday was population day, for sch.
um i joined choir, and we sang 'heal the world'! :)
i wore a BLUE baju kurung. FIRST TIME I WORE BAJU KURUNG TO SCH! :D

hee :)

well, i managed to join the choir, THANK GODDD!
i DO NOT want to be left all ALONE, without evo, jannah, and lynn.
certain events made me verrrry pissed on friday, which i would not like to mention here.
and *certain people don't even know what went wrong!

that made me EVEN MORE pissed :(
well, everything's okay now, but it's hard to just let go. there's still that grudge :(

back to the choir,
we're going to be singing michael jackson's 'heal the world' :)
think of it, as doing it for a good cause.
he'll be watching,
so make him proud :)

resolutions!

1. STOP CURSING!
2. stop taking money from people :)
(continued)
3. use PROPER ENGLISH! without -lah, leh, etc.

there are more, but i can't think of them now -_-

i am so sleepy :(
slept at around 11/12 something last night, woke up at 1am today morning, to watch Michael's memorial service at the Staples Centre.

the mood was so somber :(
and the speeches, so touching, they could make you cry! :'(
especially the one from his daughter, paris michael :/
watch it HERE

stayed up till 4am, but it was worth it.
i guess i just have to sleep early tonight. :O

" if you enter this world knowing you are loved, and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with "

michael jackson

this is for jannah:
YEAH LAH! I KNOWWWWWW.

SEE? I'M ADMITTING TO THE WORLD, I BET MY DIGNITY TO JANNAH,

AND I LOST!!!

haha =____=

just can't say goodbye )':

i suddenly find myself addicted, or rather, drawn to michael jackson.
anything about him, i will watch. i will listen.
i regret not knowing more about him BEFORE he passed away,
instead i started knowing about him after his death :(
I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT I AM A MICHAEL JACKSON FAN! :D

i knew that he was great, but i never expected him to be this great.
i'm falling in love .. with michael jackson :)
still, i'm not ready to say goodbye to him yet, not yet )': )':

michael, you will always be in my heart. your music, and your love will endure forever. your music has inspired many others, and you will always live on in our hearts. you will always be loved, you will always be remembered. you went off too soon, i think the world wasn't ready to let you leave. i love you, michael! rest in peace :)

p.s. like i posted in twitter, turns out the boy who claimed michael molested him, was lying! he admitted that he did it because his dad forced him to, for money!
so he was innocent all along! :/

for those of you who think i'm JUST fine,
i'm not.

and this is for jannah :
WHAT THE FUCK?!

pics ;)

e-suria tuiton,

" without my eyes, you will die "

- mata hari lah! -________-

dash! :D

drama practice,

bwahaha :)
sorry for the awful quality, this was recorded using a phone cammie :D

it's an andrew!

during the seminar,

evo and jannah :D

a leeking ;)

haha, bronz-ed :)

after disaster drama,

* my cure for pissed-offness?

currently, camwhoring :)