Messy.

Hi guys! This will be one of those really messy posts which have no arrangement whatsoever. I'm just gonna type whatever's on my mind, so here goes:

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The video Shman, Leek and I filmed with Drew is up! :) Well, it was up quite a while ago but I just thought of putting it here! :) Many people said we did well and I'm really proud of it, actually. Kudos to Drew for his ideas and amazing editing skills! 

A Love Triangle.


Bloopers and Outtakes! :) Watch till the end!

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Was talking to Lynn just now, about a little girl she knows and basically, the whole conversation can be summed up into one question - why do bad things happen to good people? Or why do bad things happen to the innocent? A lot of times, people end up blaming God and questioning him. Even I do that. It's a natural response to the things happening. But here's what I told Lynn. Didn't even think of it, actually. It sort of just .. thought itself out (?)

"God didn't mean the world to be this way, diseases and things of that sort aren't his doing - it's Satan's doing. I believe it hurts God way more than it hurts us to see His children hurting."

And once I read what I wrote, I realized how true it worse. He didn't create an imperfect world, instead He created  one perfect for us. But because of Satan, because of sin, the world is what it is today. I think people, and I myself included, have to remember this. God doesn't make bad things happen. Satan does.

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I've been editing labels on my posts, and you can now easily find them on the right sidebar. Posts are easier to search for, so click away! :)

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While re-labeling posts, I realized that I think too much. I mean, look at that Label sidebar and see the number of posts labeled 'Thoughts'. And most of them are quite depressing. Eeyer. Freak high school Jas.

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I'm currently on a 'I-miss-everyone' phase. I miss The Mafia Gang, I miss my classmates #1201PM13, I miss my CF mates, I miss my churchmates (especially Sarah!) and my cousins. I'm just missing a lot of people. #toomuch

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I think I'm in love in like have a crush on a guy. Who's taken. And that's all I'm going to say about it because .. what the heck. 

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I love receiving compliments. Doesn't anyone? During CF Camp, some junior committee members told Leek that we were friendly to them when they first joined us, while some others weren't so. I was really really happy to hear that. I mean, people actually take notice! And then my 'mortal' told me that I was one of the nicest seniors he's met. Ah omg I cannot tell you how happy I was to hear that. It completely made my day omgosh. To think the smallest things you do actually mean something to someone else. #melts #notbragging

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Been reading quite a lot lately, and I need to share some of my favourite quotes from these books:

"It amazes me how easy it is for things to change, how easy it is to start off down the same road you always take and wind up somewhere new. Just one false step, one pause, one detour, and you end up with new friends or a bad reputation or a boyfriend or a breakup. It's never occurred to me before, I've never been able to see it. And it makes me feel, weirdly, like maybe all of these different possibilities exist at the same time, like each moment we live has a thousand other moments layered underneath it that look different."

Before I Fall - Lauren Oliver

"When you love someone, you say their name different. Like it's safe inside your mouth."

Handle With Care - Jodi Picoult 

"If you can be yourself, you are everything." 

Other People's Secrets - Louise Candlish

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Lynn's finally uploaded the Day 2 pictures of our Malacca trip, so I'll be posting that soon. And I'll also be waiting for the camp photos before posting. Was actually thinking about posting more, but I suddenly feel tired and my mind's shut down on me so. I bid thee, farewell and goodnight! :) 

Oh and I've been hooked to these two songs. They're beautiful. Do give them a listen! :)

Ashes Like Snow - Lily Kershaw

Can't Help Falling In Love - as covered by Ingrid Michaelson

Goodnight! :) 

YESTERDAY
1.after recess yesterday, everyone rushed to the physics lab. O_O he was LATE. very, very late :O and we were talking about 'later each person cane him once' XD haha. turns out, he DIDN'T COME. when someone announced it, the whole class was like, YES! haha! ;D


2. during siv and add math, ashman, hari, lynn, elora and i, practiced our eng oral. as usual, we'll be doing DRAMA ;D heee. this time, it's about a murder investigation. i'm acting as hari's bussiness partner, hari's the victim AND ashman's assistant, ashman's the detective, lynn if hari's girlfriend, and elora's the owner of a gun shop and also lynn's maid. 
interesting, no? :)


3. permainan dalaman yesterday was quite boring :/ i didn't do anything, mostly watched the guys play. and history was made: andrew actually made TRIPLE PAWNS. :O WOWWWW.


TODAY
1. football! this time, the teams were: ashman, hari and andrew in a team, and jannah, me, hazwan and sehran in the other. the end result? 2-2. again. hazwan and i scored for our team :) I SCORED A GOAL, PAST ANDREW AND HARI! ;D YAY! ;D there were loads of accidents -.- pft. eg: jannah and ashman terlanggar and fell, andrew tripped over jannah, jannah kicking the ball into sehran's uh, dick? and me running into some VERY SKINNY PEOPLE. ashman, sehran, hazwan. skinny people have SHARP BONES. when you run into them, you get HURT. very hurt. owwww.
plus, lovegrass. lots and lots of lovegrass. gr.


2. english oral. our drama was a success :) apart from some parts, like the part where i LAUGHED when hari died, the whole thing was awesome :) zee got a huge shock when ashman suddenly slammed the table :O i wish i could've seen. haha, and guess what the name of the gun was? DEFIANCE 3. AWESUM XD haha! one thing i learned, sweat + air cond = NO GOOD. we were sweating terribly, and we went into the library for the oral thingy. and we were dammit cold. shman was shaking terribly and his teeth were chattering -_- freezing :/
the worst part is, I DIDN'T GET TO RECORD THE PART WHERE HARI AND I WERE ACTING MENGADA :( hari was blocking the camera :( it was funny, and i didn't get it :( it was the part where hari and i say 'PERFECT!' together, and we go 'OOOOH SSSSST' like in hannah montana :)
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :(


p.s. someone's going for a chess tournament tmrw. i wish i could join :(

hm. today?


1. english oral. we did a drama about HAIR. XD totally spontaneous. we only planned it 10 minutes before our presentation. and yet, we did well :D lemme break it down:
- i make fun of lynn's hair XD she sees a commercial (elora) for 'ashman's hair spa' on tv, and tries it out, and shman ruins her hair XD
- i meet lynn after the disaster and make fun of her
- she goes back, watches a commercial about 'hari's hair spa' and goes to try it out, again. hari makes her hair awesome :D
this was supposed to be the end, actually. but after the scene, shman got an idea:
- i meet lynn, and she shows off her hair to me. i ask her where she got her treatment and everything, and she tells me 'ASHMAN'S HAIR SPA'. haha. so i go to ashman's hair spa, and of course, my hair gets ruined. -.-' shman seriously messes up people's hair -.- 
- meet lynn AGAIN. and have HUGE ARGUMENT XD 
haha teacher told us, that shman was trying to say 'THE END' many many many many times, but couldn't. cause lynn and i were still arguing XD


2. i actually brought my chess set for the first time, and ashman, hari, sehran, andrew, and hazwan were all "OMG YOU BROUGHT YOUR CHESS SET?!" siao. CRAZY. 


3. some lucky freak doesn't have to do his peka :( hari and i are suffering cause we have to do it :(

2nd march
we finally did our drama today. the whole thing was quite a mess, but totally worth it :D saadiah kept laughing, and during the last part, where i died, lynn said that she saw saadiah cry! :O heh and she complimented ashman on his acting skills :) , told lynn that she was evil, and that i suited the character, since intan maliana was supposed to be sweet. :D
hmm what else did she say? oh yeah! she said that she felt nervous and scared during the ashman-driving scene, macam nak accident -.- hahaaaa that was hilarious -.- during that part, all of us were too busy laughing. lynn was the nurse, and she couldn't stop laughing. when ashman and zee ran to her and told her to help me, she laughed like crap. "WAIT WAIT FIRST!" *takes deep breath* * walks over to me*. thennn, she frigging told me to push, but i couldn't do the planned scream, cause i was too busy laughing as well -.- pft thenn she FORCED ME TO SCREAM -.-

watched it back on the vid, i look so frigging gay -.-

i can still remember everything so clearly (;

hmm what else? after the giving birth scene, lynn put 'ahmad and muhammad' outside the class, on the chair, with all our other props. the frigging form 5s, nedree, mario, mikhail, and some others, took it and totally destroyed it -.- the frigging pulled them apart, kicked them around, pulled off one of the heads, etc. -.-
EW -.-
we had to go over and ask for them back -.- sighhhh. -.-

i got it all on camera, YAY! ;D
i wanna go watch it again :)

3rd march
we had a sivic project, in which we had to do a motto or smth. our group consisted of zee, me, lynn, ashman, elora and hari. heh :D our motto is s(preet). SONIA PREET ;D it started with hari who wanted to do PENG -.-
lemme tell you more:
s - super
p- perfection
r- resistance (to temptations and stuff)
e- excellence
e- efficience
t- tolerance

so, s(preet) = super perfection + super resistance + blablabla xD
how cool is that? :D

what else? we decided to paint our class! :D the front'll be a new york skyline theme, and the back'll be hollywood walk of fame :D
the temboks'll be buildings such as the statue of liberty, empire state building, etc.
we came up with such nonsensical ideas -.- chandeliers, air conds, changing the windows, hari's dad sponsoring tiles, etc. ;D
FUNFUNFUN ;)

painting sessions:
fri 3pm, and
sat 9pm.

come, or pay 15 bucks. the rest only have to pay 10 ;D

26th feb 2010

oh well, since this is supposed to be kind of. kind of. a secret , i'll just schedule it for AFTER we've done the presentation. heh :D
awesum kn? :D

oh so, today at 4-6.30 we had drama practice at zee's hse. actually it was a bm presentation on papa, about the pengajarans and stuff. but we decided to do some acting to make in FUN ;D besides, we asked saadiah and she said it was up to us, since creativity was counted :)

met up at zee's house at 4. elora couldn't come cause she was cycling and it looked as though it was gonna rain. uh uh so, there was just me, lynn, ashman, hari, and zee. first 1/2 hour, we didn't really do anything much cause we were busy laughing. typical. heh :) for every scene, there seemed to be something really hilarious. which would make us BURST out in laughter for at least a minute or so. and there goes our time -.-
we were supposed to only stay till 6, but since we couldn't finish it by thenn, we continued till 6.30
typical us lah. laughing like CRAZILY A LOTTTT till we wasted SO MUCH TIME. SO. MUCH. TIME. but the point was, atleast we enjoyed ourselves.
although it's not perfect, it's okay. it's funny and (hopefully) people'll find it interesting :)

haha. i'm gonna bring my camera :)
wish us luck! :D