HAHAHAHAHA OMG LOL ;D

i got a buck from hari today. for our english drama, gulp and gasp, we picked lots :O so ashman got lord septic, lynn: percy, hari: rose, and i got crouch. but hari was WHINING A LOT, so i offered to trade with him FOR A BUCK ;D

heh. and evo's face when i told her about the someone-something that i told lynn and jannah yesterday. HEH HEH LOL! ;D she went hysterical -.-

today:

heh heh. telling lynn stuff about someone and another someone doing something. oh and leek giving me a buck to tell him xD and his reaction when i told him xD he was so :D cause he would finally get to know, but when i told him, his face turned into a shocked :O ! :P heh. and LOL spurting water after tuition when lynn told jannah -.-

yung meng came to sch AFTER sch ;D and us talking about loads of stuff. i missed that guy -.-
frigging ashman and hari, laughing and watching from the other side -.-

hanging at jannah's house after tuition and webcamming with andrew. xD

the doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live.

- flora whittemore

playing truth or dare can be so much fun, yet it can be disturbing as well. i think i've known more about kuok fong than anyone as ever known, heh :O disgusting stuff, i mean xD
hahahahaaaaaa. LOL hari had to stand in front of class when we were going out to moral and agama, and he had to MOOOOOOO at everyone who walked past him xD LOL MUCH. and and oh, ashman had to go to the new girl and say "HI, MY NAME IS ASHMAN, I'M THE KETUA KELAS, AND I'D LIKE TO WELCOME YOU TO OUR CLASS" xD

after sch today, i walked with evo and jannah back. *halfway :D and and we were like at the side of the road. and i wanted to sit at the back with evo cycling, but she duwan :( so jannah cycled, and i TRIED to sit behind her, but FAIL. humpty dumpty fell off the wallllll :D heh. that's what happened. almost. the both of us almost fell of the bike. at the side of the road somemore -.- like lynn said, we have no danger uh uh, what was it again? -.-

oh, and things i remembered today:
1. being stuck in the lift with jason at the hotel in east europe. HORRIBLE. we were screaming for help -.- shitty jason. pressed a dammit button -.-
2. lynn, evo and i escaping from badminton club thingy at the guthrie hall. evo and i just walked out, pretending that we had to pick up a call xD lynn lied to teacher saying she had to go back eaerly. once outside, we laughed like crap -.- i remember the guard STARING at us xD thenn, the 3 of us tried to ride evo's bike together and almost fell off :P

so much gay stuff we've done together xD

hahaha KESIAN!

see, jannah? told you referees were stupid -.-

that is the best - to laugh with someone because you both think the same things are funny

- gloria vanderbilt

hahahaaaa :D i just remembered nazerin singing for the laman atma thingy, "THERE'S A BABY ON MY LAP AND I WANNA BE A LIVER!"

jannah and i were like: OMG HAHAHAHA! LIVER!

*for those of you who are still blurr, think: liver, digestive system liver xD

yesterday was HECTIC.

yap (han jea) came over at 10.30, and while waiting for julian, we played card games, like choi dai di, old maid (grandma/grandpa), heart attack, blackjack etc. oh and blackjack, whoever lost had to get their hands hit. and HAHAHAHAAAAA YAP IS DAMMIT SCARED OF ME XD frigging yap kept calling me an old grandma -.- like wtheck? heh heh. i was lucky, i won choi dai di many many many times xD
and thenn, uhhh. julian came at around 12. i remember, cause i was watching glee :D and OH YEAH i dug STUFF out of julian :D
uh uh, played more cards, and truth or dare, and and uh, i can't remember. frigging guys, kept googling stuff like 'yap porn, jason porn, etc' -______-
what else ah? oh mummy ordered pizza :D julian picked out chillies from the veggie pizza (eww) and put them all on yap's plate -.- and for some reason, barbecued chicken wings = yap's uhhhhhh, dick? so there was lots of LICKING and BITING and uh, the rest, i won't mention. but it was funny XD

after thaaaaaaaat, uh at 2 some of my dad's friends came over, so it was a little awkward. i hung out with them guys again, cause i didn't wanna talk to some people that i'd only see once every year -.- after those people went back, my aunt, uncle, and cousins came. julian and i played speed, and yap kept disturbing by throwing the cards in my deck, into the game -.-

julian and yap ran (WALKED) back at 5. few minutes after, lynn and evo came. few mins after they came, my dad's other friends came. AWKWARD. thennn, jannah, haziq, and jab came :D frigging jab. he's grown like LOADS TALLER in just two weeks. gah i feel short :( oh and HAHAHAHA. haziq had a WHICH IS YOUR DAD? :O look, cause nak salam :D
talked about asrama, mostly. like, burger-ing, form 4/5s bullying the form 1,2,3s, uhhh, fake ghosts, real ghosts, a kelantanese guy asking haziq to teman him to the toilet at night, and oh, we played bullshit :)

left at about 6.15? and thenn i went out for dinner with my dad's friends at yap's cafeteria. as i got down the car, i was like, 'ISN'T THAT WAI KIT?' haha. turns out, it was :O we were having dinner and SUDDENLY jason saw naomi, julian's sis coming up the stairs. WEIRD COINCIDENCE :O

oh well, physics tuition at 8. and immediately after tuition, went to my aunt's house (same aunt who came over today) gahhhhh! tiring. stayed there till 12, went home, slept :D

p.s. i didn't manage to bathe, after my bath in the morning -.-
p.s.s. jab told us something interesting: our batch came into form 1 in 2007, and we're leaving in 2011. so, 7/11 wehh, WOOT! ;D

for some life lasts a short while, but the memories it holds lasts forever.

- Laura Swenson

oh, and i realised that azim and haziq are in the same sch. what a SMALL WORLD :O

trying to make someone fall in love with you is as pointless as trying to control who you fall in love with.

when angry, count to four. when very angry, swear.

- Mark Twain

jab, kamal,
msging with you guys, or chatting with you guys through msn,
isn't the same as you guys being here :/
i missed you guys!

listening to muse, and falling in love :D

reunion dinner was yesterday. my grandma actually cooked 14 DISHES. including 2 soups, and desert. O_O gosshhhhhhh.

hm. i have nothing to say. :/

oh well, bye then :)

oh and today's quote:

we must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey

- Kenji Miyazawa

peeps,
happy valentine's, ♥
and happy cny! :D

a smile happens in a flash, but its memory can last a lifetime. :)

to those of you going to mrsm,
good luck and take care :)

oh and raimi, i'll miss you xD

as you all know, i woke up at 3.15 to watch the arsenal-liverpool match today. horribly sleepy now :(

Reasons why i'm happy:
1. liverpool played well, better than they've been playing for this season. so, i'm proud enough. even though they lost. i'm happy :)

2. i didn't get stage fright while doing my laman atma speech. thanks to lynn, jannah, evo and those random form 5s who made me laugh, so i wasn't scared at all. MY LEGS WEREN'T SHAKING! XD

3. some random form 5s screaming "MORE! MORE!" after i was done with my speech, and pn rohaidah and pn ezareen telling me that it was good. oh, and datin and a tetamu were listening O_O

4. lynn locking leek's bag in the kpa room. even though she regretted it later, i still find it funny. HAHAHAHA XD

Reasons why i'm not happy:
1. leek didn't listen to my speech cause he was looking for teachers. so, he missed the whole thing. especially the 'spend more time with your loved ones' part. heh heh :D i was emphasising that part cause i thought that leek would listen -.-

2. arsenal playing cheat -.- during the free kick at the last minute, some arsenal player PUT OUT HIS HAND to block the ball! LIKE WTH?! that's supposed to be a PENALTY! but there wasn't :(

3. the form 5 guy telling everyone (actually, yelling it out in the canteen. but people heard okay?) something that i wish he didn't say.


p.s. to those people who came and congratulated me, ie hari, nafis, ashman, etc. thank you :D i love you guys! oh and to those i missed out, sorry!

p.s.s. quote of today:

joy is the feeling of grinning inside.

- Melba Colgrove

my speech on happiness for the sudut satu suara, satu malaysia:

Hi, everyone! :D on this beautiful morning, I would like to talk about something which is essential in life, which is HAPPINESS :D

Herman Cain once said that ‘success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success.’

Happiness is something that everyone wants to achieve. While on the surface, people may seem to be looking for other things, such as money or recognition, what they actually seek is happiness. Unfortunately, some people never reach the level of happiness that they desire.

What is happiness? :O Well, Aristotle said that ‘happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life, the whole aim and end of human existence.’ I think that’s a little extreme, though. Meanwhile, the Merriam-Webster’s Online Dictionary defines happiness as a state of well-being and contentment or a pleasurable or satisfying experience. Generally, however, happiness is a state of mine or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy.

Different people will find joy from different things. Sometimes, happiness is as simple as a child finding a toy that he has lost for a long time. When a teenager passes the entrance exam to university, this also brings happiness. Adults find happiness when they find their true love and get a stable job. Meanwhile, older people are happy enough when their children look after and care for them. What makes you happy? For me, spending time with my best friends make me happy. What about you?

While I can’t claim to be the happiest person in the world, ( I wish I could ), I do learn something about it. Thus, I would like to share a few ways to fill your life with more happiness and joy ;D

Before I start, however, I would like to stress on something: OUR happiness is OUR responsibility. YOUR happiness is YOUR responsibility. Don’t blame outside conditions or other people if you are not happy. While things around you could change or go bad, it is YOU who decides how you will respond to them. YOU CAN DECIDE TO BE HAPPY!

With that in mind, here are a few ways to find happiness in life:

Firstly, accept yourself, and stop comparing yourself to other people. Yes, she may be prettier. He may be smarter. They may be richer, and etc. So what?! God has made each and every one of us different. We are all special, none of us are the same. This isn’t something that you can’t control, so instead of fretting over it, why not just accept yourself as you are? You are unique, and thus, this is something you should be grateful for!

Instead, think about those who are less fortunate than you. Think about the children in Haiti, the people in Africa, think about those people in war-torn countries! Living in hunger, no homes to live in, in need of medical aid, torn apart from their loved ones, while what do we have? More than enough food on the table, clean beds to sleep in, a peaceful country, good health, having our loved ones close to us, and SO MANY OTHER THINGS! We always want so much more, but we should realize that these simple things should not be taken for granted. These are the things we should be grateful for, but so often, we forget them. When you realize how blessed you are, you will certainly be happier. And there goes my second point, count your blessings.

Next, help people in need. Giving is an essential key to happiness. While we often think that we will be happier when we receive, truth is, we are happier when we give. This is one of the most difficult things to understand, but it is also the most important!

Besides that, saying ‘thank you’ and smiling can also be a great way to boost your happiness level. Even in the darkest days, the mere act of smiling, and someone smiling back at you can brighten up your day. I know, because I’ve been in that situation before. Also, spend more quality time with your loved ones, be it your family or friends. Relationships give us happiness more than any material in the world. In such moments, be sure to devote your FULL UNDIVIDED ATTENTION to them. Or else, what’s the point?

There are so many ways which can help you achieve for happiness in life, but unfortunately, I’m running out of time. I hope that my topic today has been able to guide you, and help you, even if it’s just a little :D
Thank you, and bye! ;)

i lost my jetstream pen :(
it cost me 8.90 :(
oh, and it's NEW. i just got it LAST WEEK.

i lost my ruler. it reminds me of arguments with ashman,
over kijo and d'best :(

i lost my correction tape.
jab wrote 'jabbar was here' on it :(

i'm so depressed :'(

goal for this year:
post a quote, EVERY TIME i'm online.
heh heh. :)

here's what i've done so far:

7th feb

mix a little foolishness with your serious plans; it's lovely to be silly at the right moment

6th feb

love was what we were born with. fear is what we learned here.

5th feb

the sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes. - thomas hardy

4th feb

one day your life will flash before your eyes. make sure it's worth watching.

2nd feb

follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. ask questions, then feel the answer. learn to trust your heart.

1st feb

It isn't enough for your heart to break because everybody's heart is broken now. - Allen Ginsberg

31st jan

Not failure, but low aim, is crime. - James Russell Lowell

29th jan

limitations live only in our minds. but if we use our imagination, our possibilities become limitless. - Jamie Paolinetti

28th jan

love is saying "i feel differently" instead of "you're wrong".

26th jan

nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. - Maria Robinson

25th jan

being happy does not mean that everything is perfect. it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

24th jan

at first we hope too much; later on, not enough. -Joseph Roux

oh, and today's:

laughter is the closest distance between two people

- Victor Borge

heh heh. this'll keep my blog ALIVE ;D

oh and liverpool vs arsenal match tmrw, 3.30 am! MUST WAKE UP AND WATCH! :D

hari: jas, jannah was right.
*sprays water on himself*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ;D

p.s. who knew truth or dare could so gay? O_O

no, jannah, no. you've got it WRONG.

LIVERPOOL'S GONNA WIN! just wait and see :D

woot! go liverpool! you'll never walk alone! :)

i'm sick.
terribly sick :(
stay away, people. stay away.

i sokong evo completely! :D

Yesterday
1. played truth or dare - ashman had to seduce zee :D had to rub zee's chest and blow in his ear. HAHA! ;D oh and the siv teacher must think that i'm a retard -.- my dare was to tell her that "cikgu, nama saya jaslyn" but since i wanted to go to the toilet, i added "saya nak pergi toilet" in. so it was like "cikgu, nama saya jaslyn. saya nak pergi toilet?" -.- which a-hole tells teacher their name before going to the toilet? -.-

2. lynn played chess with ashman, andddd she... WON! ;D

3. someone played with the fire alarm today. lynn and i just laughed, instead of going out or smth -.- if there was a real fire, we would've died -.- oh and the FUNNIEST thing was, ashman grabbed his chess set and went out -.- mengada lah!

4. saw fakhrie wearing a straw hat. O_O hilarious! :D talked to him at the kpa room the other day. he's quite nice, actually.

5. remember when amin was complaining about chess pains on tuesday? and ustaz azka was like, pergi ambil ecg test, kalau tak nanti pengsan masa lari camne? and turns out, amin fainted today (weds) and he's now in the hospital. ustaz and his poisonous mouth -.-

6. first day without jab or kamal. didn't really feel it yesterday (tues) cause it was sukantara, i wouldn't have seen them much anyway. but today, it was so right-there-in-your-face :(
i miss them! :( a lot. :(

Today
1. i beat lynn in russian chess! :D

jannah,

i sokong!

haziq's farewell speech, poem :

friendship is like a puzzle,
each friend represents a piece.
some are at the border, while some are closer to the centre.
thanks for being a piece of my life.

AWWWWWW. thank YOU too, haziq :)

THEEBOPHOBIA,a state of being afraid of bumping into theeban and seeing him.
reasons: theeb 'steaming' when seeing lynn, and
asking me to be mc again -.-

yeah, that's right. he asked me to be the mc and stand in front of 1ooo people and say "semua pelajar sila masuk ke dalam barisan masing-masing" -.- sengaja la theeb! he just wanted to kacau me cause i did THIS:


but seriously. thank godddd for azman. he took my place for the last part! :D

(at least, that's what i thought -.-) he left me to do the form 3s, so i still had to go forward -.-

heh. wonder what my voice was like. people must be laughing their butt off at my expense.

SKIPPED SUKANTARA TODAY! stayed in the kpa room and planned stuff with lynn and jannah and ustaz :D

(haunted forests, people?)

hate add math :(

hee. watched avatar on sat, 2.45 till 5 something.
seat f9 :D

it was AWESOMEEEEEE!
i loveeeeeddd it :)
i wanna watch it over and over and over and over and over and over and over and....
again!
i never had a specific favourite movie, but now i DO!
i ♥ AVATAR! ;D



p.s. i just remembered something, and i laughed out loud -.- when i was younger, i couldn't spell the word 'opposite' at all -.- that is, till i went to australia. where every morning, there'll be this show on tv :D it starts with kids singing 'o-p-p-o-s-i-t-e' :D
hahaaaaa! thennn i remembered xD

p.s.s. kamal's, jab's and haziq's last day at school :( oh well, i'll miss you guys dreadfully. :(
take care yeah?