That's not an unfamiliar phrase, is it? My thoughts on this have always been quite the opposite: I've always felt that I would rather be in the know & get hurt or whatever it is, rather than be completely oblivious to what's going on.
Until recently. I accidentally stumbled onto something, eventually finding out things which I wish I'd never known. I wish I could just forget whatever I've seen and be completely and utterly unaware. It's just brought me insecurities, anxiousness, stress, and I've been really upset. And this situation I'm in, it's not exactly something I can deal with in a quick and painless manner, so I guess I'll just suck it up and hold it in for the time being.
But that doesn't stop it from being upsetting.
That doesn't stop me from being sad.
Maybe I was just too happy. Is there such a thing?
