saw leeking at the char siew spot today,
as usual, being a blurr ass -_-

i decided, i'm going to stop avoiding problems,
instead, i'll face them.
changing for the better :)

on a sadder note,
my phone got confiscated againnnn ):

um. nothing much to report.
went directly to giant after sch,
and guess what? I SAW ANDREW ;D
heeeeeeee.


anyway, i saw
SOMETHING
and also,
SOMEONE.

grr.

hee,
ponteng-ed today :)
hung out with pies and a si fat long ( TAN MING JET ) and hsiang ;)
i never thought i would be talking to hsiang -_-
ahha, and and he finally knows WHY we stare at him, rightright? :D


ignorance IS bliss.
i wish i didn't see that, it hurt.
MORE than before, or maybe that's just because i've forgotten how it actually felt.
i'll get over you. i'll get over you.
i promise.


ughh. why are things getting so complicated??
it's hard to just not give up during times like this,
gahhh, grrr. gotta stop.
STOPPPPP

leeking, happy 15th!

and and geo+sej, DONE!

so, guess what?

i'm sick. flu O.O
what if it's swine fluuu? heh. ;P

i asked jit san,
"what if i have swine flu?"

and he answered,
"i'll shift house"

like, wthwth? =________________=

have to finish geo folio,
sej is DONE ;D
heehee

can i die right now?

i've been studying the hell outta myself since YESTERDAY.
and no, i didn't really get much sleep.

*yawns*
and i HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED MY FOLIOS -_____________-

grr,
need to continue.
BYEEEE! D;

jannah, sorry cause this post is 2 days late ):
happy birthday pie! i love you so much ;D

ashman, happy belated! :)
leeking, happy advanced ;P

heh. on the 14th of may, 2009,
we sabo-ed jannah+leeking+ashman , and OMGDDDD i had to trick jannah by pretending i had PAINS,
and i had to LIE DOWN ON THE DAMMIT GRASS -__________________-
haha, pretending i fainted.
ohh, the sacrifices i make for her ;P

and, haha. she believed, and tada! i threw an egg at her when she came REALLY REALLY NEAR me ;
so i kena jugak -_-

masterminds - LYNN, JAS AND EVO XD

read more here and here

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kris allen, please? :D

at least he's straight ;D

yesterday was fantastic, today is disastrous.
see? what did i say, for every good thing, there is also a worse one.
how true.

i'm filled with dread.
this isn't something i would have chosen,
never in a million years, would i have chosen this.
but you chose it for me.
who would have thought of it?
i feel like running away, but that won't help a bit.
you want me to be something i'm not, but i can't.
i never will be like that, i just can't.

i wish i could talk to someone.
sometimes i feel my feelings aren't valued anymore.

happy birthday, ashman!! :)
i know you love me ;)

haha, today i gave the most awesomest keychain to ashman,
and guess what? it LAUGHS. seriously LAUGHS.
andddd, ashman keeps pressing it, and shakes it in front of our faces,
its annoying yet funny, really -_____-

everyone's blaming me for giving it to him, =.="

haha,
ashman, you owe me an awesome pressie,
and i knowwwww you loveeeee meeee :D

p.s. happy birthday, ashman!
AGAIN. ;P

okay, listen.

if you're busy, and you want to ignore me, then FINE!
i could care less, i won't even give a damn.
i didn't even ask you to talk to me, dammit.
so, if you don't want to, then don't.
since it's obvious that you don't,

just stop.
you're just making me pissed even more.

awwwwwwwww ;)

omgddddd. i just loveeeee george sampson!

he is so cute, and and he is oh-so talented (:

love those eyes ;)

recognize him? he's the winner of britian's got talent 2008,

watch, here!

or, you can just watch this :


would you believe, he learned this HIMSELF?
was a street dancer before he joined BGT,
awwwww ;)
<33

awwww, whyyy??? ):

falling in love again??

maybe :)

dear N,

you think i'm still going to talk to you?

it's done. i gave you a chance, but you broke it.
so there, it's done.

i'm ignoring you,
starting now.


and DEAR S,

i'm not the cause of your problem,
so stop acting like i am.
i did what i did, it's not my fault for what happened to you,
so stop blaming me.
blame X instead.

flying on air :)

in a la-la-ish state of mind,

YAYY! ;)

godddddd, i'm obsessedddddd

=________________________=

get a grip, jas! =.=

resolution :
1. must stop being despo, and
2. must not make evo pissed with my despo-ness XD

goddddd,
i dread this day.

who gave you the right to touch me?
you know i hate you.
you know I ABSOLUTELY DETEST YOU!
so who gave you the right TO TOUCH ME?!
get lost , asshole.

andddddd,
moving on to smth new ;D

i guess i'm missing him :)

up and down like a yoyo;

imagine this.

you're flying on air

...........................

then, suddenly.

you're falling,

down and down and down.

..................................

Well, maybe you don't feel that way, but GODDDD, i do D;

from a HIGHHHHHH to a never ending lowwww ):

like evo says, AM I THAT HAPPY?!
the answer?
no.
at least, i WAS. but then, you ruined it.
sometimes ignorance is just bliss.
i want to be happy, and i am. is it wrong?
why do you have to snatch it all away???
i'm happy. i finally am. i managed.
you just had to pull me down.

i'm strong, but i'm not THAT STRONG.
throw trials at me, i'll survive.
but through them, i may cry. i may fall. i may hurt.
that's just the way i am.

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and those who lie to me, beware.
come to me for help, tell me the truth.
lie to me, its the end.
your chance has gone, wasted.

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life ain't just about you.

" for every drop of sweetness there is bitter.
for darkness there is light.
for pain there is joy.
facts. inescapable. sometimes the only sanity
in a world gone mad drunk on its own greed. "
-Forever Joy, by Lacey Dancer

believe?
i don't.

searching for a never ending high :)

SO PISSED,

AND PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN D;

haziq is boasting again =____=

Inilah barisan kita
Yang ikhlas berjuang
Siap sedia membantu
Untuk sekolah tercinta

Andai kata kami gugur semua
Kami mohon maaf
Semboyan telah berbunyi
Menuju medan bakti :D

KAMI PENDEKAR! XDD
OMG, told you i missed camp D;

finally, it's past. :D

imisshim, ihatehim. imisshim, but IHATEHIM.

goddd, jas. stop acting so despo =.=

aww, i miss prefect camp D: D:

although it was SOOOO GODDAMN TIRING.
came home on sat, and slept from 5pm till 8am the next day! 15hrs, a world record =_____=

my hand hurts like shit, typing with one hand now.
freaking ass of an injection! numb numb. so pain D:

so pissed so pissed so po!
i'm being so obsessed, ihatemyself. ihatemyself.

GRRRRR. so unexpectedly, so sudden. why ohh whyyyy?