haziq, kamal, jab, amir,
i'm sorry if i've ever done anything to hurt you guys.
sorry if i've ever done anything wrong.

just, sorry :/

the 3 most awesomest guys ever.

kamal suria,

abdul jabbar

and

ahmad haziq.

DO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE? :'(

you made me laugh when i was down,

even when i wasn't.

you lifted my hopes through sadness.
and would MAKE ME LAUGH TILL I CRIED with your jokes ;D
you guys were always there.

i'll miss you guys so much! :'(
and, i love ya'll :D

28th Jan 2010
haziq, kamal, and jab's farewell party. venue? at evo's house :D
picnic-ed outside, pizza (hawaiian, pepperoni and VEG) and snacks and and lady gaga :D

sabo = FAIL
absolute FAIL
jab didn't get anything, and we spent the whole time chasing after them T.T
oh, and i stink. D:

jab FINALLY got guilty pleasures :D

aww, people actually rated it :D

yay! :D

in our garden :)

PAPER RINGS! ;D-single mingle :)

nyaha :D

swear i still remember. it was hilarious! xD

'you spin my head right round right round' :D

"why's lynn so po?"

"she crazy ah? po thenn go wipe windows? -.- siao. "

sorry lynn! ;D

hahahaaaaaaaa :D
i'm laughing at myself -.-
i remember not being able to finish a stanza for my poem, so i abandoned it.
during my sleep, i got an awesum idea so i WOKE UP and typed it in my phone,
then went back to sleep again.
like: O_O
and that was like, 3am?

gay -.-

to think that i just yelled at kamal for not going round the roundabout yesterday, and my mum did the exact same thing today -.-
and at the exact same roundabout somemore -.-

oh and, please share your thoughts on the poem below :)
your honest thoughts, please. HONESTLY.

attention, peeps!

i've just edited the poem, Snow In June (look below) cause I just got more ideas :)
please check it out!

oh and i got a ride from kamal in HIS kelisa today! :D
seriously reckless la kamal -.-
oh well. again, THANK YOU KAMAL! ;D

Snow In June

scratch that last post. it'll just be another poem.

Snow In June
Raindrops falling on my window
Just like your tears, they flow
Outside, I see the snow
As cold as your eyes as you watched me go

I'm sorry I put you through this pain
Sorry that I couldn't even explain
I'm sorry that it was all in vain
Sorry that we'll never be the same

'Sorry's coming down like drops of rain
But still, it can't soothe the pain
Into your life I shouldn't have came
Wish I could put out these flames

I know you wanted me to stay
But in the end, there was nothing left to say
Now all we can do, is pray
That the hurt we feel will wear off someday

Don't want to be a slave to this pain
Don't want to feel this hurt again
Somehow, it just seems so insane
The lion, the lamb had slain

I swear, I never did lie
When I said 'I love you', when you saw me cry
And now, as I sever these ties
Just know, this is our goodbye

-jas-
-21st Jan 2010-

a song?

i'm trying to write a song, but so far i've only gotten so far:

raindrops falling on my window

just like your tears, they flow

outside i see the snow

and again, i'm watching you go

ideas, anyone?

i don't know what i'm doing here.

lost again,

just when you thought it couldn't get any worse, it just got worser.
and it hurts :(

why oh why?
SHIT this is just so depressing :(
why why why?
why must they separate us?
why lynn and me in eps, evo and jannah in beta?
why? :(

ugh :(
why not just put all omegarians in one class again? :(