Ever felt underappreciated and insignificant?

Why I Love Kids ;3

Another list hahahah, one that will be added on to ;) If I remember that is.

1. They're SO CUTE

2. They're so much easier to please compared to adults or teens or wtv 

3. They have such a simplistic mindset, :')

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Other stuffs on my mind right now:

1:32 to 1:51 says it all ;)

Also,

FIRST EVER TAEKWANDO OUTING (does jogging together count as an outing?) next week! :D Bukit Cherakah, here we come! :D *hoping for an amazing bonding time* :)

And today's verse of the day, I laike.

Matthew 7:1

Judge not, that you be not judged.

And I wish mummy and daddy would just reply my whatsapp. They whatsapped a while ago, but I missed it cuz I was in taekwando -.- Ish. To think of it, I ALWAYS argue with them but when they're not around, miss them like maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad :( HOW LAH TO GO OVERSEAS LIDDAT 

Day #1.

It's been less than 24 hours, and I miss my parents already. How to go overseas lah like this -.-

Dongdong.

So I created an album yesterday to just, showcase how immensely 'high', or in other words, 'drunk', Shman can be.

Yep, this dongdong actually repeatedly pressed the emergency signal button while I was driving. He press on, I press off. On off on off on off all the way from Leek's house to college -.-  GILA.

And then the shouting for Leek outside  Leek's house. HAHAHAHAH

ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYS

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR! :D AS EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER AFTER 2 MONTHS 2 LONG MONTHS PRAISE THE LORD! :D :D :D

And CF yesterday really really nice. Those people who skipped, (Mr President, *cough*) really missed out :P PADAN MUKA. Plus someone said something to me yesterday, and it was really nice to be recognised for the effort you put in :)

Now,

BIO ASSIGNMENTS.

WHY MS HO WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI

A Random Thought:

Seeing as how much judgement and criticism is going around, I wonder who would still choose to remain friends with me if they found out my so-called 'dark side'. Other than those who've already done so. Those people, I truly ♥ :)you know who you are ;)

Suddenly remembered the feeling of lost when bestie said he was gonna leave. 

We may joke a lot, tease each other, be superly duperly mean, kononnya 'hate' each other, but deep down, ______________ . Ngeheheh fullstop. Fill in the blank yourself :P

Whoever thinks opposite genders can't be best friends, or Muslims and Christians can't be best friends, you're dead wrong. And we're here to prove it >:D

Just, Things.

1

So I've this friend. He's not perfect, he makes mistakes, and he has some issues of his own. And of course, when you make mistakes, people will comment, will criticize. That's normal, that's fine. But what's not fine is when people start saying stuff about him being a Christian and all. Clearly, you do not understand what being a Christian is about. It's about being imperfect, flawed. But despite our imperfections, we're still accepted and loved by a perfect God. It's not us who's perfect, it's Him. We still make mistakes, like everyone else. We'll sin, but when we repent, we'll know that our sins have already been paid for at the cross. We'll fall, but He'll be there to pick us up and guide us through. That's what being a Christian is about. Being loved despite imperfection. Not being perfect.

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2

For a long time now, this has been nagging at me - Psychology or  Medicine? I like both, and I'd have no regrets doing either of them. Thing is, I've grown up wanting to do Medicine, but once I'd gotten the interest in Psychology, it was hard to make a decision. What more, career test after career test after career test, and friends have told me that I was suited for Psychology. I can talk to a person for hours (oh yes, I've the patience for that) and help them solve an issue they're dealing with. I like knowing what's going on in people's minds, that kind of thing. So yeah, it's been bothering me for a while. Especially when I decided to apply for Medicine in UK. One of my friends, told me to pray about it. Pray for a sign. So I did. In my UCAS, I applied to 4 universities for Medicine, and 1 for Psychology. I told  Him, if it was His will for me to study Psychology, then let me be accepted for that (which is quite impossible, unless a miracle happens. Which was exactly what I was praying for.) So yeaaaaaah, results are out. And I am ... (is the suspense killing you yet? ;) hahah)

Unsuccessful. 

Now it just feels like a heavy burden's been lifted off my shoulders. I now know what His plan for my life is, and I'm thankful. And happy :) No need to worry bout that anymore :)

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Now time for some non-serious stuff :D

Got this quote from Taylor's CPCC the other day. There's just something about it; :)

Great dancers are not great because of their technique,

they are great because of their passion.

Martha Graham

Don't you like that? :)

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BABY BISCUITS ASDFHAKJLS ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

After such a lonnnnnnng time, mummy finally bought this from me. And the addiction begins agaaaaaaain ;) ASJDAK SO MUCH LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ♥

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And last but not least,

Daddy FINALLY bought me my own laptop! :D Now I have my own baby boi and I NEVER have to fight with Jason ever again yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :D 

So that's it I guesssssssssssssssss. Will post later, soon! Exam finishing in 5 days asdhfkajh cannot waaaaaaaaaaaaaaait :D 

Judgement.

John 8:7
Let he who has no sin cast the first stone.
You're not sinless either. No one's given the right to judge another. You don't like it when others do so to you, so why would you do the same?

Of Rooftops And Night Skies;

Right now, I just wish my room had a balcony which leads up to the rooftop. The ones where you can just sit and not be worried about falling off. I'd bring my blanket, my pillows, my teddies and just lie there for the whole night. Under the stars, under the night sky.
A sanctuary.

For Whenever I'm Lonely:

Psalms 34:10
The lions may grow weak and hungry, but those who seek the Lord lack no good thing.

^ THIS. Need to remember this every time I get lonely. I LACK NO GOOD THING. 

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Oh and yesterday, Pr Andy let us watch a video during NST, called 'Spin'. Hang on yeaaaaah, lemme see if I can find it on Youtube.

GOT IT! 

Okay so Pr Andy was trying to teach us something else, but after watching this, I realized that 

When you end up in a situation, sometimes it's the best option there is. Like out of options A,B,C,D, it's the best choice out of the four. Something like that. 

Does that make sense?
So yeaaaah, I guess the phrase 'things could be worse' may be quite, literally, true. Hm.

Estranged.

It's sad to see families falling apart over something as stupid as money.
Just stupid.

Stuffs.

Hahahahah Leek is so funneh :'D

And right now, this song is replaying itself in my mind:

Taylor Swift - Mean

And with this song, comes memories of:

• K Fung, Shman, Sehran and me heading to the airport after BM tuition to send Timmy off (without mummy's permission heh heh)
• K Fung speeding like a maniac -.-
• The car overheating and all of us panicking

Ah yes, 130 km/h. K Fung so amazing :')

• LEARNED HOW TO SOLVE AN OVERHEATING PROBLEM
• Reconciliation
• Sending Timmy off with lots and lots and lots of tears :'(

The best buds ♥

• Last glimpses
• Emo-ing at KFC after
• A certain other memory (I hope I'll know what I mean when I reread this few years from now.)
• Driving home
• Getting lost
• Blaring the radio and singing along to the songs :D Like a road trip! :)
• Why'd you gotta be so meaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan

So much nostalgia. 

Home.

Home:
One's place of residence
The social unit formed by a family living together
A familiar or usual setting

House:
A building that serves as living quarters

And then there's the saying,
'Home is where the heart is.'

A person's house should be their sanctuary, their hiding place, the place they're most loved, most cared for- a house shouldn't just be a house, but it should be a home. Not just a place where they live in. Not just that. It's the tightly-knitted relationship of a family, it's that feeling of comfort you get immediately once you step in the door.

A house can be a home, but home may not be your own house.

If so, what happens next? What happens when your house is no longer a home? 

Smiles :)

Hi everyone, this is happy Jas :) Happy Jas is super happy :D

Hahahah I know this is my third post today, but just felt like penning (or rather, typing) down something that just popped up in my mind.

Looks. Outer beauty. It's such a thing of the world, and truth be told, not everyone has it. Before you roll your eyes the screen and decide never, EVER to drop by here ever again, hear me out.
Not everyone has good looks/prettiness. As in, the world-defined ones.

But then again. Have you ever looked at someone who isn't all that stunning, and he/she doesn't even grab your attention at first? But then he/she smiles and that smile of theirs just lights up the room :D And right there and then, your attention is fixated on them.

I don't know about you guys, but I'm fixated with people's smiles. Okay that sounded a lil bit creepy. But yeaaaaah, I tend to observe people wherever I am, and when I see people smiling, it makes me smile too :) Makes me feel happy :) :) :)

OHHHHHH and a lil vanity won't hurt, eheh? :P
I was feeling insecure about my looks once, and then someone came up to me and told me that I may not have the best looks, and I may not be as pretty as others (gee, that person was frank.) but there's something about seeing my always smiling and happy that makes her feel happy too :D And that, right there, was one of the best things that anyone had ever said to me.

So I think what I'm trying to say here is that when it comes to appearances, your smile matters the most :) Frowns can turn pretty faces upside down, and smiles can turn any face into a beautiful masterpiece. I mean, HAVE YOU EVER SEEN AN UGLY PHOTO OF A HAPPILY SMILING PERSON? -___-

Look at those smiles. How can you help it, but to smile along?
♥

Gifts.

A reminder:
The greatest gift is the one gift we overlook the most; the gift of being able to wake up each morning.  That's God's gift to us; the promise of one more day. 

Anywaaaaaaaaaays,
This post, I dedicate to Mr Ng Lean Loong-
For one of the greatest gifts ever.

You see, I haven't felt close to Him in a while. And for my birthday, this dude here, gave me a mix CD of his favourite songs- worship music, to be exact. On the way back from piano class, I was listening to the CD and suddenly I just felt Him close. And then I started crying - while driving.
One of the greatest gifts ever. Not the CD itself, but this guy here gave me the gift of being close to Him once again.
I know you'll be reading this. Thank you, buddeh :)

Truly, Love.

For friends who do everything they can to make my day an amazing one

For friends who never fail to make me smile

For friends who're so willing to sacrifice their time for me

For friends who remember

For friends who wish me from wherever they are

For friends who stay up just for me, eventhough they're super tired and all

For friends whose plans somehow always almost fail

For friends who exceed all expectations



Just, for friends. For all of them amazing people-
I thank God.

The Things We Miss.

It's 2nd Nov, and you know what that means.
I'm supposed to be super happy and all but I just woke up today feeling so sad. It's not gonna be like the past years, walking into school and having all of them (especially evo) try to somehow surprise me by screaming 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS!!!' in front of the whole wide world. Some of those people I love most aren't here, so no hugs from them. No tight, reassuring, you-know-how-much-I-love-you hugs. No nearly failed surprises due to someone's slip of the tongue in front of me. No birthday teases and all for the whole duration of the day. Nopeeeeeeeeee. Ah yes, I'm such a saddo.
Can't help it.
I still remember last year,
I was pretty annoyed with KF cuz he didn't come to sch. Then at about 10am, he waltzed into class. 'I woke up late, but had to come cuz I felt a force' Hahahah funny yet sweet at the same time <3
So this year, one of my birthday wishes would be;
Ah wait they say if you tell your wishes, they won't come true.
- And with thaaaat, I close my saddo post and be optimistic for the day :)