It's 2nd Nov, and you know what that means.
I'm supposed to be super happy and all but I just woke up today feeling so sad. It's not gonna be like the past years, walking into school and having all of them (especially evo) try to somehow surprise me by screaming 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS!!!' in front of the whole wide world. Some of those people I love most aren't here, so no hugs from them. No tight, reassuring, you-know-how-much-I-love-you hugs. No nearly failed surprises due to someone's slip of the tongue in front of me. No birthday teases and all for the whole duration of the day. Nopeeeeeeeeee. Ah yes, I'm such a saddo.
Can't help it.
I still remember last year,
I was pretty annoyed with KF cuz he didn't come to sch. Then at about 10am, he waltzed into class. 'I woke up late, but had to come cuz I felt a force' Hahahah funny yet sweet at the same time <3
So this year, one of my birthday wishes would be;
Ah wait they say if you tell your wishes, they won't come true.
- And with thaaaat, I close my saddo post and be optimistic for the day :)
I'm supposed to be super happy and all but I just woke up today feeling so sad. It's not gonna be like the past years, walking into school and having all of them (especially evo) try to somehow surprise me by screaming 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS!!!' in front of the whole wide world. Some of those people I love most aren't here, so no hugs from them. No tight, reassuring, you-know-how-much-I-love-you hugs. No nearly failed surprises due to someone's slip of the tongue in front of me. No birthday teases and all for the whole duration of the day. Nopeeeeeeeeee. Ah yes, I'm such a saddo.
Can't help it.
I still remember last year,
I was pretty annoyed with KF cuz he didn't come to sch. Then at about 10am, he waltzed into class. 'I woke up late, but had to come cuz I felt a force' Hahahah funny yet sweet at the same time <3
So this year, one of my birthday wishes would be;
Ah wait they say if you tell your wishes, they won't come true.
- And with thaaaat, I close my saddo post and be optimistic for the day :)
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