during bm today, teacher was teaching komsas - PEMAIN CATUR XD heeeee. we weren't paying attention at all -.- hari and i were trying to ignore ashman for the rest of the day, but it kinda failed -.- oh, and the most hilarious thing - teacher called on ashman to EXPLAIN ABOUT CHESS! XD it was hilarious. ashman drew the chess board, and we complained that he didn't put in the black and white squares. he put in initials of the pieces, and we asked what the initials were XD 
here's what ashman said:

p - pawn / askar

r - rook / istana. LOL XD

b - bishop / paderi

k - knight / kuda 

HAHA LOL. and somemore we asked him to draw the pieces. but he only drew the pawn and the rook :( and he also explained how the pieces moved. haha, hari and i were laughing so hard xD

oh and FRIGGING HARI AND ASHMAN. they splashed water on each other until my skirt and my bag got wet -.-' it all started with ashman kicking hari's leg, since we were ignoring him. and then, hari took his bottle and poured water on ashman's foot. and thus, the water fight started. and i, the innocent person, got wet as well :(

skipped kpa, and instead trained chess with hari, ashman, andrew, sehran and hazwan. i actually played a 15 minute per player game with sehran, the time limit decided by hari and ashman. I HAD NO SAY. it was scary, i was so nervous :/ ish. and i kept forgetting about to PRESS THE CLOCK. there was one time, that i REALLY didn't realise -.-' it was gay -.-' sehran put on an act, as though he wasn't sure what to move. after about, um, 5 minutes? or maybe more? i started thinking "takkan la sehran's so slow" and i looked at the clock. immediately, i went "crap!" i didn't press, and i'd lost so much time -.-'

hee. anyway, i WAS WINNING. SHOCKING :O and NO ONE HELPED. :D maybe my training has paid off! or maybe sehran just made loads of blunders -.- anyway, i'm happy for myself (: 
unfortunately, though, i lost on time. and being nervous didn't help. ashman and hari didn't help either, they just made me even more nervous by going "2 MORE MINUTES!" (hari) and "DON'T THINK TOO LONG, JAS! YOUR TIME!" (ashman). that certainly didn't help -.- 


after that, hazwan and andrew helped me pick openings and gave me some tips :)
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what would i do without you guys?


the most annoying part is when ashman and hari, especially, do the square shape camera thingy with their fingers, point it at me, and go, "WAKIL SEKOLAH". it's embarassing, especially when they do it in front of random people -.- and they have been doing it ever since i managed to get in -___________-


anyway, i resolve to get rid of my current pissiness. might as well be happy, right? :) as hurt as i am, being happy is still more important. like i said, be brave, put on a smile, and face the world :D